CarmenCbC Posted December 29, 2006 Posted December 29, 2006 Hey guys! It's been a long time since i last wrote here.To make a long story short : me and bf were together for 5 months.I was very muych in love with him.He decide the relationship does not give him what he needs...it was an LDR...we were spending the week-end together every two weeks.After we broke up he insisted we remain friends.Silly me agreed. We were friends for about 4 months...of course i was still in love...but it was easier for me since we only talked through im's and e-mails.One month ago he said he misses me very much and asked me to go visit him.So i did...and one thing lead to another.I came back home crushed,realising i'm not over him and it may take a while to forget about him. Of course...after my visit there he backed-off...he pretended nothing ever happened and he was even colder than before.In a couple of weeks he was already having a crush on someone else while still demanding of me to be there for him as a friend. These last few days it finally hit me:i wont ever be able to move on if i keep seeing his online status saying "i miss you" to another girl and cheking his blog 10 times a day. So i made the final decision:i blocked him from im'ing me and also deleted him from my profile.And let me tell you it feels good.I feel very liberated.I will no longer pretend i am his friend.I'm not his friend...i'm just this girl with a broken heart who relives the past every day of her life. And it's gotta stop! And you guys helped me a lot!Thank you!
jusified Posted December 29, 2006 Posted December 29, 2006 GOod work Carmen. It is hard but its time to heal and be indepandent. Eventually you will find someone right for you and better for you. By the sound of it, this guy wasn't so flash.
Author CarmenCbC Posted December 29, 2006 Author Posted December 29, 2006 Sorry,difficulties with reply...lol...new around here. Yea,he was very egocentric,very selfish.He used me in a lot of ways. But love is blind...u know.
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