Affair Out in the OPEN

[Guest]

i agree. time to look into dating. damn. didn't want to do that. because i know the person i am. and when i startup something, i try my best - i won't make the same mistake i did with R because i wasn't ready. i've done lots of work since then. and i refuse to have 2006 go out without a woman by my side. might as well start focusing on that now. i hope whatever situation u are in right now [still have no clue] that it works out. i hate saying crap like this - but at least it doesn't hurt when u know the effort done.

 

i will tell u this if i end up in fates hand, as i always do, i know that i turn off the past in order to ensure i am giving my full attention. and maybe that's what u need, no distractions from yer past - perhaps i have actually been hindering things for u - i have to look at it that way - because if i wasn't, i am sure this silence would have ended by now - so, its just mr. ego thinking yah - she thinks i'm worth it and kewl - ha!

 

ok..back to reality

[oyster]

i agree. time to look into dating. damn. didn't want to do that. because i know the person i am. and when i startup something, i try my best -

 

 

well dating can't be high level, spending time to get to know a new person. That is what I am doing. With a catch. People I date are friends with potential Relationship. If I don't see her part of my relationship, no point in dating.

 

I won't go to intense or deep right now because I am still in limbo zone. I have given over 100% of myself with this MW. Ball is in her court. Next week, hopefully I will get some sense of direction.

 

If it is over for real, then I'll date more seriously.

[outofdarkness]

The smear campaign is vengeful and childish...Sorry for the pain it caused. I would never dream of doing this sort of thing to another human being, whether it was one of my H's OW's or not. It's wrong and puts you down a level to do it...