oyster Posted December 24, 2006 Posted December 24, 2006 Yes, I am in the UK... and that plan sounds quite exhausting lol well if you control your breathing it is doable. I want to try it once in my lifetime, this fullfills 2 fantasies 1-Make love from East to West, see if I mastered self control 2-Fly high miles club, making love in the air and collection airline points:laugh:
frannie Posted December 24, 2006 Posted December 24, 2006 Well' date=' its still mid-afternoon for me. I can't wait until I finish those last few things and really relax. Right now I'm still procrastinating![/quote'] hee hee... I did quite a bit of that over the past few days! Pile of presents to wrap and hmm... just another cup of coffee... etc.
frannie Posted December 24, 2006 Posted December 24, 2006 well if you control your breathing it is doable. I want to try it once in my lifetime, this fullfills 2 fantasies 1-Make love from East to West, see if I mastered self control 2-Fly high miles club, making love in the air and collection airline points:laugh: Hmm... as I say... sounds like a lot of hard work... and planning
scaredinlove Posted December 24, 2006 Posted December 24, 2006 I am looking foward and counting my blessings. Although MM is still lurking around AND HIS FAMILY IS ANNOYING ME. I am still moving and looking foward. Summer time will be a better time. I am leaving all the crap behind. My heart already accepted thst it is over. The good thing of being a army brat in my childhood is that I learned to move on and adapted farly quickly. I am moving on baby, not looking back only looking forward!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kymberann Posted December 25, 2006 Posted December 25, 2006 You and me noth Scared! That's the only way to do it! Leave it in the past, what's done is done right! We need to move on just for the sake of our OWN happiness! you deserve it!
pureinheart Posted December 25, 2006 Posted December 25, 2006 After talking to ex-MM was starting to relive both the good and the bad....you know how your brought back to the feelings of that day...man there is some sort of evil hold with this crap. That's why ex-MM wanted to talk "one more time", to put that curse on me again. After reading a few posts that seem to take one back to reality, am good to go again .... I wonder if ex-MM left his email up on purpose for W to see knowing it would create kaos and drama.... Every single time I really wanted OUT some drama would happen and it would throw us right back together....
Can'tGiveUp Posted December 25, 2006 Posted December 25, 2006 After talking to ex-MM was starting to relive both the good and the bad....you know how your brought back to the feelings of that day...man there is some sort of evil hold with this crap. That's why ex-MM wanted to talk "one more time", to put that curse on me again. After reading a few posts that seem to take one back to reality, am good to go again .... I wonder if ex-MM left his email up on purpose for W to see knowing it would create kaos and drama.... Every single time I really wanted OUT some drama would happen and it would throw us right back together.... There are those that thrive on the drama. I am glad you are able to step back from it now.
movinon05 Posted December 26, 2006 Posted December 26, 2006 So how were your Christmases? Mine was awesome. Got all my 7 gifts! lol! (and he says there's 2 more coming!). But they were thoughtful and all thought out because he knew I needed them or have spoken of wanting them - someday. Just awesome that someone would remember little things and then put them into action. The whole fam got to meet him, although he was a bit overwhelmed because I have a big family and it was a mass of humanity, where he has a very small distant family. Just a really excellent day. The first non-sad Christmas Eve and Christmas I have had in too many years.
Author Freedom Now Posted December 26, 2006 Author Posted December 26, 2006 Good for you! You give me hope!
movinon05 Posted December 26, 2006 Posted December 26, 2006 Good for you! You give me hope! Well now, that's what I'm here for, isn't it!
GreenEyedLady Posted December 26, 2006 Posted December 26, 2006 So how were your Christmases? Mine was awesome. Got all my 7 gifts! lol! (and he says there's 2 more coming!). But they were thoughtful and all thought out because he knew I needed them or have spoken of wanting them - someday. Just awesome that someone would remember little things and then put them into action. The whole fam got to meet him, although he was a bit overwhelmed because I have a big family and it was a mass of humanity, where he has a very small distant family. Just a really excellent day. The first non-sad Christmas Eve and Christmas I have had in too many years. So glad that you had a wonderful Christmas! You SOOO deserve it! I had a wonderful Christmas too...
puddleofmud Posted December 26, 2006 Posted December 26, 2006 I am glad to hear that you all had a joyous holiday! So happy for you! Is it bad that I feel no motivation to do anything "different" to move forward? I don't feel in the least bit inspired to do anything other than what is normal for me or what I'd already planned in life. I not unhappy about any of that so I don't WANT to change anything just because of what happened. I feel no "marked" shift whatso****ing ever! I have really really bad days!!!! But I tend to cling to what I already love and want and have built for myself. That is all I've have and all I need. I am not thinking about painting, traveling or running marathons. I am looking forward to the future because I love the one I already planned not the one HE or anyone would make for me. It would be nice if someone would co-join that but if not, well, then I guess that's the way it's going to be! Have I given up?
movinon05 Posted December 26, 2006 Posted December 26, 2006 I am glad to hear that you all had a joyous holiday! So happy for you! Is it bad that I feel no motivation to do anything "different" to move forward? I don't feel in the least bit inspired to do anything other than what is normal for me or what I'd already planned in life. I not unhappy about any of that so I don't WANT to change anything just because of what happened. I feel no "marked" shift whatso****ing ever! I have really really bad days!!!! But I tend to cling to what I already love and want and have built for myself. That is all I've have and all I need. I am not thinking about painting, traveling or running marathons. I am looking forward to the future because I love the one I already planned not the one HE or anyone would make for me. It would be nice if someone would co-join that but if not, well, then I guess that's the way it's going to be! Have I given up? Nah, you haven't given up. I was that way too, but you're just in a cycle. One human emotion after the next. You never know who you will meet or what life changes will occur when suddenly you're dealing with something else. Or it helps shift your attitude one way or another. If nothing else, this has to be better than the drama.
Author Freedom Now Posted December 26, 2006 Author Posted December 26, 2006 I would rather be lonely alone than lonely with someone else. And being involved with a MM is the loneliest existance I have ever known. Chin up, POM. The best is yet to come. Right movinon?
BenThereDunThat Posted December 27, 2006 Posted December 27, 2006 POM - I agree with MO and FN. You're not giving up, you're just taking a breather. You never did tell us - what happened the night of the bank function?! Did you end up going?
pureinheart Posted December 27, 2006 Posted December 27, 2006 Hey Puddle....right there with you, nobody, ESPECIALLY ex-MM man is going to dictate anything in any way to me. Can't really say what the future holds, but what ever it is, it is better than being with ex-MM
RealityCheck Posted December 27, 2006 Posted December 27, 2006 Nah, you haven't given up. I was that way too, but you're just in a cycle. One human emotion after the next. You never know who you will meet or what life changes will occur when suddenly you're dealing with something else. Or it helps shift your attitude one way or another. If nothing else, this has to be better than the drama. Darn! I missed the party! Only because I was at parties...lol:laugh: Anyway MO is correct by shifting your attitude. We cannot control another's choices, decisions or emotions, but we do have the ability to control our own. Always ask yourself, is what I am doing worth my own emotional turmoil? Happy New Year All! Much Peace
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