Meaplus3 Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 For those who know me around here, Why do I miss mm so much? The Emotional Affair is out in the open and I still can not help but want to talk with him? I can smell him, taste him, oh it's so much pain. Anyone relate? AP
MuffinMan Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 For those who know me around here, Why do I miss mm so much? The Emotional Affair is out in the open and I still can not help but want to talk with him? I can smell him, taste him, oh it's so much pain. Anyone relate? AP I'm there with you when it comes to the MW. I miss her soooo much!! Everything that I see or do reminds me of her. Everything I own has her on it. I've thrown away all the stuff that was hers, including the sexy stuff, but I can't throw away my bed, couch, car, etc. I'm predicitng that time will help all of us. My divorce will be final pretty soon and I'm getting myself ready to get back out there one day.
Author Meaplus3 Posted December 19, 2006 Author Posted December 19, 2006 I'm there with you when it comes to the MW. I miss her soooo much!! Everything that I see or do reminds me of her. Everything I own has her on it. I've thrown away all the stuff that was hers, including the sexy stuff, but I can't throw away my bed, couch, car, etc. I'm predicitng that time will help all of us. My divorce will be final pretty soon and I'm getting myself ready to get back out there one day. This sucks! I should not have got involved! Fantasy YES, Real feeling's Confused? AP
MuffinMan Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 This sucks! I should not have got involved! Fantasy YES, Real feeling's Confused? AP I think about not getting involved with her all the time, but then I wouldn't have learned a lot about myself. I know without a doubt that I love her, and this wasn't just a thing. Reading everyone's experiences is really helping me cope with all of this. By the way, yes this sucks right now but I know everything is going to get better.
Author Meaplus3 Posted December 19, 2006 Author Posted December 19, 2006 I think about not getting involved with her all the time, but then I wouldn't have learned a lot about myself. I know without a doubt that I love her, and this wasn't just a thing. Reading everyone's experiences is really helping me cope with all of this. By the way, yes this sucks right now but I know everything is going to get better. Good for you! I wish the very best. I almost wish that MM and I could b with each other the way we used to. Smiles and hugs. AP:)
bonehead Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 Good for you! I wish the very best. I almost wish that MM and I could b with each other the way we used to. Smiles and hugs. AP:) that falls back into the fantasy.
oyster Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 For those who know me around here, Why do I miss mm so much? The Emotional Affair is out in the open and I still can not help but want to talk with him? I can smell him, taste him, oh it's so much pain. Anyone relate? AP just get busy, stay busy for a while. I enrolled in bikram yoga. Tried it out for 2 sessions, now I bought a 20x pass. I go 3x times weekly and on weekends. (filling the void of not seeing the MW, since we are in NC for the 3rd week). It clears my mind, I can function normaly without over analyzing. Everything is out of my control, rather than thinking what-if, I spend my time improving my health, body etc. I am 5'11, 205lbs. Used to be over 240lbs. ok ok to the point, I am average body. Hopefully after 20x sessions, I will have flat stomach, be more muscular and attractive. hopefully attract AVAILABLE woman. before this whole getting busy, I was driving my self bonkers and my friends too. Even when she called during NC, I really wanted to talk to her but cut her off abruptly. ok I am rambling, GET BUSY
KnowHowLoveFeels Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 I can smell him, taste him, oh it's so much pain. Anyone relate? AP I certainly can!! I have not touched him for over a year... and the last time that I saw him was 4 months ago.... It gets easier. You have to believe that you are worth a 1000 times more than what you are getting from him. Remind yourself as often as possible. Do not settle. Keep the NC, time away from him will be kinder to your heart than breaking NC.
Guest Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 i know my ex would have to do nc because if she let her guard down and we actually did something just a innocent as a hug, she would melt and rip my clothes off and kiss me forever just thought i would add my fantasy
addicted2love Posted December 19, 2006 Posted December 19, 2006 I soooo know the feeling. I still think about him contantly...he's the last thing on my mind when I go to bed at night and the first thing I think of upon waking up! I had to start taking sleeping pills so that I could sleep through the night! I would wake up in the middle of the night thinking about him. It was aweful! Read the words to the song below....I swear this is exactly what it feels like.... ADDICTED by Kelly Clarkson It's like your a drug It's like your a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like your a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breath Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breath It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like your a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this
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