Gala Posted December 17, 2006 Posted December 17, 2006 Anyone else ever feel like the last person you dated HAS to be having a totally killer time on a Sat. night while you're sitting, stewing, bumming? I suspect that my imagination presents a much more glamorous and interesting picture than real life usually renders for most folks... The reality is that everyone has nights like this. Ordinary nights when there's not much to take your mind off the last stupid, hurtful disappointment. So it feels a bit worse. And it's dark December -- much harder to mobilize unless there's a plan in place. Enough posting. Off to the gym. Four more nights till the solstice, and the days slowly start to get longer...
MOMMIE Posted December 17, 2006 Posted December 17, 2006 I was just thinking the same thing....That I'm just here and not really wanting to do anything...It's one month since my nc started(except for a few calls on his part, and a few run ins, but no lovy dovy:mad: )...I sort of feel like a phony when I go out and pretend to be having a good time when my heart is really broken....I'm sure it's a ton of people out there "fronting" but I just can't do it.....But when new year rolls around, I'll be rolling out...on the town that is;)
pureinheart Posted December 17, 2006 Posted December 17, 2006 Oh ya, I had the glamorous imaginations also, but not anymore....I enjoy staying at home now....after working all week long and taking care of business....
MOMMIE Posted December 17, 2006 Posted December 17, 2006 what's up....how is your n/c going? Is "30 calls a day" behaving himself? It's amazing the sh*t we get ourselves into ain't it....hope all is well...
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