lousymood Posted December 14, 2006 Posted December 14, 2006 ok.guys.. i need your opinion on this. I dont know why i have this stupid feeling. I had a crush with one guy who moved to NY last month. Our relationship was very sweet and we were pretty happy together.And the night before he went to NY, we had a conflict. And i was quite dispaointed with what happened that day, so i just didnt do anything or call him.We had a cold war. but also i was thinking that there is no poinT to do something since he and i are not gonna try LDR. i just thought that LDR is impossible. because i am living in the other part of the world which is damn far from NY. next january, i will fly to LA and i have told him 2 months ago about that. And he was asking me to stay a little longer so that we could meet up in LA plus early of january would be his birthday.but i am not sure anymore if he still wants to meet me. Since the night we had conflict, we havent contacted each other. And now.. i hate my self for missing him so much. I thought it would not be difficult to forget him as he is far away and i didnt see him. But i am wrong. I have deleted all the email,his msn contact .but now i still miss him like hell. i hate this feeling and i want so badly to tell him that i am gonna fly to LA and extend my stay there . i am feeling sucks now , i dont know if i should try to contact him or just forget him ? if you were me , what would you do ? i am feeling sucks...now
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