silentalways Posted December 13, 2006 Posted December 13, 2006 and both of them i can't see so drive around i have no home empty streets all alone for two long weeks emma hasn't called so i went and i called even the courts say i not allowed and her voice now doesn't sound the same and before i say anything she says she has to go the two things she says to me daddy don't cry and raise yer eyes u sound better to me what i feel after something like that is like the silence of chris's voice but that's ok it is hers people really look at me like i'm insane all because the love blankets me they don't understand that's all i have now and it keep me safe from a line from her to me if i take that away then they take the last they have taken everything in my heart that matters to i thought her and i We'll do it all Everything On our own We didn't need Anything Or anyone we agreed If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? and i know right now if she read these words they would not look the same to her now she said i played with her heart words fell gently to ground under a christmas tree that i don't have now not in the house that is not mine anymore i never felt so queit so low so alone so still where do i go its like in someone's town a stranger here two weeks ago i felt so bad lying in a bed hardly touching any thing and i wanted so bad like aching inside just her body next to mine have her help me sleep help me close my eyes and dream of her and i chasing car If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? and i know right now if she read these words they would not look the same
typical Posted December 14, 2006 Posted December 14, 2006 and i know right now if she read these words they would not look the same You got that right
littlekitty Posted December 14, 2006 Posted December 14, 2006 What the?! It's a mixture of poem and Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars...?!
Lostgurl Posted December 14, 2006 Posted December 14, 2006 Have you ever thought of straightening out your life and going to rehab, so maybe the courts will allow you to see your daughter again? My ex-husband is a drug addict, alcoholic, AND was diagnosed with Paranoid Dementia Disorder. I kept my children from him also. He is slowly straightening out.... until he shows me that he can stay off the drugs for good, he won't see his kids. Straighten out, man... I have read some of your posts, you have jumped in and out of other peoples threads posting gibberish, and you've spoken of cocaine in most of them.... Go to rehab and get off the drugs, seriously.... Because if you don't, you don't have a chance in hell of seeing your daughter.
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