pricillia Posted December 12, 2006 Posted December 12, 2006 Hi everyone, I am going to take a break from posting and replying to threads until I can get perspective in my own life, I do not think that I will be a help to anyone at all. If the picture that I have had in my mind and heart with MM is not working it is like beating my head up against a wall. I need to try to create a new picture/dream that will enable me to get to where I want to be. I have appreciated all of your help. But I need to regroup in my life and find out what the heck it is I need. I will say that with MM this is the most in love in all areas that I have been. But it is doing us no good if we can not see eachother at all and grow the relationship. I want him to be free in order to be there for me and I want to be there for him but now it is not the case. I am having a hard time accepting the fact that he is unavailable and I can not ask him to be with me and I would more, I do not want to ruin the relationship so I will take a step back from here and in my life to clear my head. It has been 8 months and just call me selfish but I want more, he is in this relationship I think for reason unrelated to LOVE, but he is still in the relationship which leaves me on the outside. He has tried so hard to keep me and I have tried hard to stay but not like this because we will end up resenting eachother. I just hope that he chooses to be with me and does not repeat this behavior and that I was just not someone to pass the time. I guess only time will tell. He has not called me all day today which is against the norm for him, so I feel that he is letting go.
peacelove Posted December 12, 2006 Posted December 12, 2006 Hang in there girl. I will be here if you need to come back & talk. I have PM too & my pc at home is up & running so you'll see me on here more often. Like I said, Hang in there!!
yousaveme Posted December 12, 2006 Posted December 12, 2006 Hang in there...You have my email if you need to chat....
kymberann Posted December 13, 2006 Posted December 13, 2006 Pricilia, please hang in. Don't lose yourself. If you need additional support, please PM, maybe we can work out an email thing. Yoy can't do this alone. I know I certainly can't! Take care. Best
spinningwheels Posted December 13, 2006 Posted December 13, 2006 I was the one in the same situation as you. Told the wife, in letter form---with e-mails and pics that she requested sent to her. Lots more has happend. Don't want to threadjack....so now what? I would love to share my expierence with you, since we are in the same boat so to speak. Also, lots of good have come of this--in its own way. So, I don't think I have PM yet, do I start an new thread or we can IM or E-mail. If you are curious. SW
kymberann Posted December 13, 2006 Posted December 13, 2006 Spinning, I would love to hear what else has happened. I have messenger Not a problem to add me if you do. My email is [email protected] Eitehr email or messenger works for me! Best to you! Kym
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