Stunner Posted December 11, 2006 Posted December 11, 2006 After almost six months I did it. I knew beyond any shadow of a doubt about a month ago. One morning I woke up and decided to stop by his work unannounced. He was suprised to see me and asked what I was doing there. I hugged him close and told him, "I couldn't stand the thought of one more day going by without you knowing that I love you." Then I LEFT as quickly as possible....didn't want to chance the obligatory 'me too'. So, I dropped a bomb on him and split! He was smiling though. Ever since he has called me at least once a day. Yesterday, we saw each other for the first time since the big announcement and he was simply amazing....every look, every touch, every kiss was saturated with reciprocation.....now he's building up the nerve to actually say 'it'. I think he was waiting to see if I would suddenly become needy or expect more than what we have now....ironically, HE is the one instigating these changes....the increased contact and phone calls...which is wonderful. He did NOT want me to go this morning....and he called later in the day. It's wonderful that he is showing me in deed that he loves me too, I didn't doubt it much....now I just have to wait for those sweet words to pass his lips for it to be sealed and not taken for granted or assumed. BTW, the sex was Earth shattering last night!!!! *whew* what a relief ....I have found that I'm even MORE comfortable because I don't feel like I have to guard my words and make sure it doesn't slip out. He knows....
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