scaredinlove Posted December 7, 2006 Posted December 7, 2006 I am/was a MW woman seeing a MM. I had no idea a affair can end so crazy, i don't know what I expected but these are mad times. it is each man/woman by themselves. Everybody becomes ambiguous. MM and W are probably sppliting soon and he is lost. Driving me insane. He says he wants to be with her but them he dosen't.He says he is hooked to the fence but if gets down he will have to leave me and them he calls and comes to see me and later he gives me the cold shoulder. He is really driving me insane. I don't think he knows wht the hell he wants. Anyway i erased his new phone number that I hadn't memorized yet and decided not to call him anymore.Let he call me when he calms down. He changed job to get rid of me and gives the number later after saying he wouldn't and calls and than dosen't call. He is putting me thru a holocaust of emotions that i don't need. So now I won't call anymore and see what happens. I am tired of being in the reserve bench. His problem now is that he is lost, he knows his marriage is ending and he dosen't know wht to do about himself. Please for those out there that haven't started an affair but are comteplating it, just walk away. They end very bad, very very bad for everybody.Lot of Pain.
NoIDidn't Posted December 8, 2006 Posted December 8, 2006 Ahhhhhhhh! The dreaded fork in the road. Good luck. Separated and divorcing men are the worst. Okay, BH, that's just MY opinion. LOL!!
Author scaredinlove Posted December 8, 2006 Author Posted December 8, 2006 Ahhhhhhhh! The dreaded fork in the road. Good luck. Separated and divorcing men are the worst. Okay, BH, that's just MY opinion. LOL!! Why are they the worst because they don't know what to do about themselves? He makes no sense at all. At first I was getting frustated now I gave up trying to understand, F*** it. I will go about my business and he knows where to find me. If I didn't love him I would not put up with this craziness. I also have my exH being a jerk and his W leaving nast messagens on my cell and calling in the middle of the night. I don't know if they will really split. Everything indicates that they will, but it is not final yet. I just decided I will hide on my corner and let this tornado pass by, this craziness has being going on since August, it got to end sometime one way or the other. Unbelivable, I was so naive I had no clue what I was getting myself into. I've waited for him without any hopes for 4 yrs , I can wait a little longer, if he dosent go completely insane in this process, maybe we will have a chance in the near future. Worse come to worse I am having the lesson of my life wikth this all going on.I actually found out that I am 20 thousand times stronger that I ever thought I was. Mama Mia.
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