Bad_Monkey25 Posted December 7, 2006 Posted December 7, 2006 Where do I begin.....I guess where I left off: After getting out of the Army and coming home, I have kept in contact with my MM. He got out about a month after me and moved back home which is about 20 minutes from me. I have seen him several times, but decided not to have sex with him at all. He tried to convince me, but whatever. I stood my ground. Told him I would not go to his house and F*** him where he F***** his W, and that I was no longer accepting hotel invitations. We talked on the phone every day, cute little texts and such as well. He told me the same things he had been saying about his W, and the same things he always said about us, and I went along with it. At this point I guess I was just trying to be his friend. We made plans to go a concert about a week ago, but I never got a call from him at all that week. Texted him the day of the concert to find out if he was still going and he told me that his W had heard a voicemail from me and the S*** hit the fan. (All I had said was Goodnight) He continued to tell me some other S*** but I wasn't hearing it. I told him to have a nice life and hung up. His W had pulled up phone records and saw that he talked to me everyday. She ended up calling me, but I knew the area code and didn't answer, she called me again from his phone about 5 minutes later, I still didn't answer. I haven't heard from him at all since then, but I wonder if she believes whatever he told her about me. Personally, I would think it was pretty fishy if he all of a sudden stopped calling the number on the phone record, but I'm not his W. Let her be blind. I have a half of a mind to call her and tell her everything, but I don't want to break up a marriage. I sent him an email telling him that it sucked we couldn't even be friends after all that we had been through, and that I was tired of his disrespect to me. Told him to work on his marriage to figure out if that is what he wanted, that he owed it to both me and his W. And that I could no longer be in the middle giving him whatever she wasn't. Ended it with telling him to find me when he was single or could be my friend for real. I guess you could say that the concert was the final straw. I don't expect to hear from him again. I miss him so much though, he has been a part of my life for almost 3 years. I guess you could say I wasted 3 years of my life with a MM. My only question is, What next? How do I move on? I'm know I'm the one that ended it, but why do I feel like I am making a mistake?
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