Lei Posted December 4, 2006 Posted December 4, 2006 Nobody knows what I feel. I find it so hard coping with this thing. I know that all 'Love stories are the same'. I'm trying to forget all about her. But everytime I'm about to forget her completely, she's now beginning to let her presence captivated me again. And now that she completely forget about me, I have a hard time trying to forget her again especially that we're classmates. Why is she doing this thing to me? This afternoon, I heard someone - a guy - from other section calling her name, and as I expected, she smiled to that guy. I felt a little bit of jealousy for I myself can't call her name without any valuable reasons. I looked like stupid in front of her. I think I am jealous of what she's doing and with all the people who surrounds her. She's active in school, a member of student council; an honor student; jolly person with so many friends accompanying her. So what I am? I'm just a simple person staring from afar. And letting myself hurt for all the things I'm hearing and watching. She doesn't even know what I feel. And I know that it's not her fault why I'm like this. It's mine, I'm the one who's whiping myself. Help me to forget all about her. Give me some advice how to avoid her. How can I avoid to stare or look and talk to her even though we're just one row apart to each other.
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