sha-d Posted November 30, 2006 Posted November 30, 2006 Hey guys and gals. this is my first post, so please make it worth while. my friends have abonded me in a situation which i no longer have energy to complete. Story. My name is Shaddy. Her name is Mariam. This January would be our 2nd year together. We totally lov eachother. I can't like without her, and she the same. I promised her that before December 26,2006 i would go to her parents house and officially ask for her hand. Problem: We met 2 years ago for a reason. Well..my reason is that I had just left another relationship and needed a shoulder to cry on. She was there for me. I respected that a lot. Not to say i fell in a crush with her when i was 12. I'm 21 now and this feeling has haunted me for those years. So i was saying that i needed a shoulder to cry on. then this shoulder became a close friend. and this close friend became a lover. then this lover was promised that i would ask for her hand before the 26 of december. I haven't spoken to her for about a week now. I'm taking time to think everything over. I did come to my conclusion: - My feelings have dropped for varius reasons which i did try to change, but didn't. - She initially was a shoulder to cry on..not a lover. - i had someone else in mind for a life-long relationship...(this person is NOT in any way making me feel or do whatever i'm doing) - I'm not ready for marriage.. Her friends have called me and said that theres something with her. they say she stopped eating. drinking. avoiding everything i used to eat and drink. not studying for exams (university). they say all she thinks about is me. all she talks about is me. Tell you the truth people, our relationship is an example of a TRUE relationship..but i cant do it. i do not have the same feelings for her that i used to. please. all i have now are my e-buddies...i.e. YOU that is reading this. thanks a lot people. and if you have any questions PLEASE ask. I might've forgotten points here and there..hence i'm lost at the moment. thanks again shaddy
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