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For the last 5 Christmases, we've always been together. My family has a huge get-together on Christmas Eve, and his family does the same on Christmas day. We broke up in July, and I remember thinking, "Well good at least it's not around the holiday season b/c I'd be so depressed." But now it IS the holiday season and I'm definitely still feeling not-okay.

 

I know I torture myself with this, but I just keep thinking of what Christmas present he will be buying his now live-in girlfriend (that he moved in with 2 weeks after our breakup---cheating or rebound--you decide--I'm stumped.) I'm not even a superficial person that seriously cares about the gift, but just thinking of him buying her some beautiful expensive piece of jewelry makes me want to vomit.

 

And I hate that I'm not at all ready to go out looking for a relationship b/c I'm still so hurt over this one. Because if I had a new boyfriend, I KNOW he would be jealous and be thinking the same thing about "Oh, I wonder what he will get her for Christmas?"

 

So yay for saving him from all that pain while I get to swim in it. Meeeeerry Christmas.

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First of all, don't imagine scenarios's of how fun and exciting THEIR holidays will be. Its just a fantasy and if your going to make up things, make up things that will help YOU feel better !!!

 

And, I totally know how you feel, to the point that TODAY is my birthday and x-mas is right around the bend and I am spending ALL of that alone.So to avoid a major depression, I am telling myself : This birthday and x-mas might suck, but next year is going to be FABULOUS !!!!

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