chill chic Posted November 28, 2006 Posted November 28, 2006 I've been really struggling, going in & out of feeling good & bad about my current situation with this guy (I've talked about in other posts) Well I can't get over the fact that I might have messed things up or made things awkward between us before we might see each other again. Why am I having such a hard time feeling vulnerable?! How long should I wait for a response from him? I guess to make things clearer I'll post the last email I sent him. I was just wondering if it was a good email to "leave" on until he gets in contact with me, because it's stressing me out. I was finally feeling good the other day, but today I felt overwhelmed again for some reason. Here's part of the 1st email: Oh hey, I’ve been thinking about you , how we got along a lot and that I miss you, but I remember you said that if I ever needed someone to talk to, that I could call you? Well I would like to talk to you about a problem that’s been bothering me ever since I modeled, something that you could possibly help me with. You might have come across it while training for baseball, well at least I’ve heard of a baseball player having a problem with it anyway. Same thing but different idea. Anyway, I just didn’t have the courage to tell you at the time. But I’d feel more comfortable talking to you about it, in person or on the phone. When you’re not busy, tell me when a good time would be for me to call you. After I sent that email I kinda freaked out because I didn't want him to think I still had a problem when I'm in the recovery mode, so I emailed him a 2nd email because a coincidence occured so I kinda had an excuse to clarify my first email. 2nd email: Hey I was reading today that a late Orioles pitcher died, and when I wrote to you about a baseball player having the same problem I had, well he was also a Orioles (prospect) pitcher/Belcher. But it just goes to show that life is too short. It feels good to know that other people had the same problem (in my case it would be the pitcher), but I was lucky enough to overcome it before something serious happened. And since I didn't really model anymore, there was no sense in me keeping up in that fashion, the standards of a runway model. Well what I was getting at was I just wanted to let you know that I (too), had a slight problem, and we can always relate in a way, because at least I know what it's like and heck it leaves the door open to give us something else to talk about hehe Ok was that a decent email to leave on? I just feel like I did something wrong, can anyone help me? It's been almost 3 months since he left, was that too soon to tell him or to let him know that I trust him?
Guest Posted November 28, 2006 Posted November 28, 2006 I've been really struggling, going in & out of feeling good & bad about my current situation with this guy (I've talked about in other posts) Well I can't get over the fact that I might have messed things up or made things awkward between us before we might see each other again. Why am I having such a hard time feeling vulnerable?! How long should I wait for a response from him? I guess to make things clearer I'll post the last email I sent him. I was just wondering if it was a good email to "leave" on until he gets in contact with me, because it's stressing me out. I was finally feeling good the other day, but today I felt overwhelmed again for some reason. Here's part of the 1st email: Oh hey, I’ve been thinking about you , how we got along a lot and that I miss you, but I remember you said that if I ever needed someone to talk to, that I could call you? Well I would like to talk to you about a problem that’s been bothering me ever since I modeled, something that you could possibly help me with. You might have come across it while training for baseball, well at least I’ve heard of a baseball player having a problem with it anyway. Same thing but different idea. Anyway, I just didn’t have the courage to tell you at the time. But I’d feel more comfortable talking to you about it, in person or on the phone. When you’re not busy, tell me when a good time would be for me to call you. After I sent that email I kinda freaked out because I didn't want him to think I still had a problem when I'm in the recovery mode, so I emailed him a 2nd email because a coincidence occurred so I kinda had an excuse to clarify my first email. 2nd email: Hey I was reading today that a late Orioles pitcher died, and when I wrote to you about a baseball player having the same problem I had, well he was also a Orioles (prospect) pitcher/Belcher. But it just goes to show that life is too short. It feels good to know that other people had the same problem (in my case it would be the pitcher), but I was lucky enough to overcome it before something serious happened. And since I didn't really model anymore, there was no sense in me keeping up in that fashion, the standards of a runway model. Well what I was getting at was I just wanted to let you know that I (too), had a slight problem, and we can always relate in a way, because at least I know what it's like and heck it leaves the door open to give us something else to talk about hehe Ok was that a decent email to leave on? I just feel like I did something wrong, can anyone help me? It's been almost 3 months since he left, was that too soon to tell him or to let him know that I trust him? Sounds like you overdid it a little. I'd move on
magichands Posted November 28, 2006 Posted November 28, 2006 this all reeks of desperation VIP Feelings were never your thing, Alpha. We're talking about reaching out to another, here... not getting in touch with yourself.
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