GivingUp Posted November 23, 2006 Posted November 23, 2006 I saw my exs friends today at a coffee shop i haven't sen them since a week before my ex broke up with me its been about 2 months since we broke up i haven't talked to her for 20 days then i broke NC having a bad day and thought what the hell lets make it worse i sent "hey hope ur doing well God bless" and she never responded so i went back on NC i sent it on the 5th of Nov and its the 24. Well today i saw them my exs is studying in england and we had a normal conversation and then there was silence so i said, so u guys know what happed there both girls and i knew because if my ex didn't tell them we broke up they would have asked about her. So i asked them how is she, they said she is okay and they were shocked that we broke up and then i told them do they no why, they said they know a little throw emails but said that she lost the love for me as well that i didn't know her mother tongue language which i am trying to learn for my self and that i got to jealous and that it wouldn't work out because when i leave she is here and when i am here she is there. it hurt but i think deep down inside she still does. 1 of my exs friend never liked me and the other did (but both thought we started dating early" Then i said something stupid saying that i think those things were bull****, the reason why and said i bet she is seeing someone else. the girls both responded and said she isnt seeing anyone and she didnt break up with u because of a guy. which these girls are honest if they hated me they could have broken my heart and said no. so then they asked me if i wanted to be friends with her (which is my ex) and i said how am i suppose to be friends with her when she blocks me, didn't respond to my message and never calls then they both said the reson why she isnt contacting me is because she doent want me to get attached to her on the phone that why. So i said who cares if she wanted to be friends she would. then i told them i am focusing on my life learning the language, going to open up a small restaurant which i said focusing on stuff that was holding me back they were impressed and then i said i hope the girl finds a guy that she can be in love with, then i said i have to go my friend is waiting upstairs for me and i ran up (the girls followed) and saw me sitting next to the girl and talking (both my exs friends were looking at us and checking out the girl and did the same thing when they left) do u think if they tell my ex when they see her online even though she is studying abroad, will my ex feel a little jealous or maybe realize a little what she is lozing plz help..
Recommended Posts