Sassy Posted November 20, 2006 Posted November 20, 2006 I wanted to thanks all that gave me support when I told you I found I was pregnant. I am sorry to tell you all that I miscarried last Thursday. They said the baby stopped growing at 7 wks . I went in cause I started spotting last Monday . It wasn't constant just occasionally. I then starting bleeding Wednesday with 2 small clots I passed. I went to my dr after going to the ER and they couldn't find a heartbeat and told me that it was dead. It didn't have any arm buds or leg buds. I am blessed to have had this special angel growing in me for 3mths. It has been really hard dealing with it but I am taking it day by day. I have my bad days and my good days. I think this was God way of taking it because it would have been too much to handle. I think it would have had alot of problems. I was told with the ultrasound at my first appt that I must have ovulated late. I feel empty and long to hold that child . I will be able to see and hold it in heaven one day! My dad is up there taking care of it now. I will never forget this baby for as long as I live..
bab Posted November 20, 2006 Posted November 20, 2006 Hi Sassy, I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. --Bab
magichands Posted November 20, 2006 Posted November 20, 2006 but I am taking it day by day. It's the only way, isn't it Sassy. I'm sorry about your miscarriage. Keep taking good care of yourself.
miss snoopy Posted November 20, 2006 Posted November 20, 2006 ((((hugs))) Thinking of you Sassy... stay strong.
the_alchemyst Posted November 20, 2006 Posted November 20, 2006 I'm really sorry to hear this, Sassy. :( Just like you say you will never forget that baby, I'm sure that baby will never forget all the care and comfort you offered it. I will surely keep you in my thoughts, and wish you many blessings so that you may stay strong and successfully go through this difficult time. Best wishes to you, Sassy.
fireflywy Posted November 20, 2006 Posted November 20, 2006 There is a place where angels roam... far far above in God's light a dream, a star, a place to call home.... a sanctuary of love in darknest night... From there loved ones watch and pray... there they laugh and dance while we make our way.... through chance and happenstance... Souls change and are released from this mortal coil to join those we love who have gone before with love they are swept into the arms of angels while we hope and pray from our mortal toil... Tears may fall like the darkest rains when those we love are taken home but light shines down and love remains... When we return ... To where the angels roam I'm sure that baby can feel your love. Now and always. God Bless you. You're in my prayers.
Author Sassy Posted November 20, 2006 Author Posted November 20, 2006 Thanks for the prayers Ms snoopy,babs,the alchemyst!! Thanks for sharing such a beautiful poem firefly. It made me cry it was so sweet.
Author Sassy Posted November 20, 2006 Author Posted November 20, 2006 It's the only way, isn't it Sassy. I'm sorry about your miscarriage. Keep taking good care of yourself. Thanks Magic . I will so I can make another baby in a few months! Can't wait till I am pregnant again . I know in my heart this was a little girl. I will see that special angel in heaven.
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