Guest Posted November 6, 2006 Posted November 6, 2006 I recently lost my soulmate, she moved 800 miles away. let me give you some background: i'm a married woman, been for over 15 years, we have what is considered an "open" marriage. it has been that way for awhile, my husband, because of his job moved away for a period of time, less than 2 years, and I met another woman who was married, we soon became best friends, and then it became more, we fell in love....to complicate matters even more, the 3 of us became involved (her husband), although i liked her husband, i was not in love with him, my husband finally came home and all 4 of us were involved. They moved about a month ago, and i'm completely miserable, i cry every day for her, I miss her terribly, i can't shake this feeling and i know it's only been about a month, but i'm falling into a deeper and deeper depression, my husband knows i love her, but i don't think he realizes how deeply. I can barely function every day, i think about her when i wake up, most of the day, and when i go to sleep. i have thoughts of leaving my husband to be with her, she has the same, but has started a new life with her husband. i dont know what to do, we both are miserable, but both know it's the wrong thing to do to leave our husbands, it would destroy them and our families. i'm not sure what to do, i feel like my life is so empty without her, my husband feels that i'm not happy with our life unless it includes her, which he is right.... will this feeling end ever?
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