huiming Posted October 25, 2006 Posted October 25, 2006 hi everybody im not very good at describing my problems, but its a must because i need serious help:- well, first of all im now 17 and she is 18 but i met her a year ago around Easter. As I said, she was my first love and mother of my aborted child (we were young and did a stupid thing). here is how it started,i met her in a bus,she called me one Sunday and since then we would talk till we fell asleep. Then it changed after a month. She said that we should break up but i begged for her to come back and we both did....eventually we fell deep in love. We would see each other everyday and had sex whenever possible. We mostly devoted all our time to each other. She told her mom that she really loved me and wanted to get married. So did her mom who did and continues to like the person I am because I treated her daughter with lots of love and care. I remembered all those days i visited her wen she is sick or simply feeling down,i was always there for her no matter wat,i called her even if she never called,i still loved her even wen my parents disapproved of her. We promised each other that we will remain tpgether forever no matter what comes our way. she was from a poor family,her dad died b4 she was born,she lives wit her mom,there were days wen she would cook for me and bring it to my house too.we were unbreakable,until..... a month(November) after our child was aborted,everything jus wen downhill from there,she was never happy again,but i was still there to try my best to comfort her and care for her,we started to regret wat we done and we would both cry together abt it......... a few months passed,she was changing fast,she started to make less time for me and started to take school lessens for free from this 24 yr old guy that lives next to her,i met him b4 wen her mom invited him to her moms birthday,i saw something evil in him that moment and began to suspect something.......well i guess she started to hang out wit him more and and jus kinda forget abt me.......the fatal blow came in April wen her mom called me and told me dat my ex was in love wit him,at that moment i felt my heart breakin into pieces,so painful.but she said dat we can still b friends etc.after a month she came bac to told me dat she was only usin him for the money and she only loves me,....we then started havin sex again etc for i think 2 or 3 months,well this made me fall bac deep in love again but i dont no abt her... later on she told me dat she jus wanted to b single and free,so i gived her space,and i was cool wit it since she wasn't wit anyone....but later on i found out that she was datin the same guy again,and jus today i called her i ask if she is in lov wit him,she said yes.. and that was basically it,thanx for readin my long story,greatly appreciated.. anyways she still wanted me to be friends wit her and dat i can still see her......but i jus cant stand seein her treatin somebody better than me,my heart is broken.....i tried NC FOR A WEEK,BUT FAILED,BUT IM GOIN TO KEEP TRYING... any advice will b greatly appreciated,thanz in advance.
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