Guest Posted October 18, 2006 Posted October 18, 2006 Hi there, I didn't know how to reply to the message itself, For Jen Jen Heartbroken and everlong. I just wanted you to know, that no i'm not considering suicide, so please don't worry. That night i was in a VERRRRY VERRRY bad way and VERY drunk. I was considering it that night for sure, thus the actions and the post. But when i woke up the next day, i vaguely remember what i had done, and it really scared me because had i been sober, i wouldn't have went that far.... Sure i would have thought about it in the state of mind and the extreme hurt i was experiencing at that moment. But not so far as to actually sharpen the knife and fill the tub. I worried about the knife and searched for it the next day and an couldn't find it for a long time. LOL it tuned out that i used it to cut a piece if bannock and bannock and butter it, cause i found it dirty in the sink Sorry to worry any one, it was puurely a rant session, needed to get it out of my system, and happened along your site, so im not suicidal and it wasn't a cry for help. I'm not in that state anymore, i am doing a little better. And if i sink into that state once again, i sure as hell won't be doing any heavy drinking! Don't want to wake up dead! So to speak.... So once again, sorry if i worried any one
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