splishysplashy923 Posted October 18, 2006 Share Posted October 18, 2006 Ok so here is my story. A Few years back I lost my virginity to someone who I really cared about a whole lot. We weren't dating when I lost it to him but I still did care about him and he knew it. He treated me like **** afterwards because he was into drinking and the whole drugs scene. Well, A couple years later we would always hang out because we got over our problems and I still cared about him and wanted to be with him but because he was into drugs I didn't want to be with someone like that. He asked me out and I turned him down because he was still into drugs. When I turned him down, he started dating one of my ex best friends and they were together on and off for a couple years and now that have a child together. Well, I started dating again and I was with this one kid for almost 2 years then we broke up and Less then a month after we broke up I got with my boyfriend I'm with now. We have been going on almost a year now but it just doesn't feel right. I mean don't get me wrong I care about him and everything but a few weeks ago the kid I lost my virginity to called me up telling me that girl he had a child with left him again for her ex boyfriend. He told me he was done with her for good and that he wants to get with me b-c he has always cared and loved me but I was the one who turned him down all the time. Now I have no idea what to do because my boyfriend and I share an apartment together and all the stuff in the apartment. Along with the fact that I live in one state and the guy with the child who still loves me and cares about me and wants to be with me lives in another. Also my parents love my boyfriend I am with right now. I JUST HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP! Link to post Share on other sites
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