justsumguy2247 Posted October 17, 2006 Posted October 17, 2006 ok, this is a weird relationship. my gf and i have been together for a 1 year and a couple months. she broke up with me last week and i tried sooo hard to get back with her, but she said no. we got into an argument on fri about her being a double standard. she kept ignoring/avoiding me because she knew i wanted to talk about it. but then when she did talk to me, she broke up with me. at first she use to say she loves me and shes just too stressed out because of work and school and thats why she wants to break up right now. she said she doesnt want to be with me right now because she doesnt want to push me further away. i asked her if there was another guy and she said no. so i believed her. that was day one (sunday) on monday, i tried to get her back and her mind was still the same, but then i found out that shes been smoking again when she stopped for the whole relationship and lied to me about it. i found out from our friend. i confronted her about it but then she still lied to me until i told her a friend told me. she just stayed quiet. and didnt want to talk to me anymore. on tues, i went to her house before she went to school in the morning. i kept asking her to give me another chance (even though its not my fault), then she told me "would you still want it if theres another guy?" i flipped out and got emotional. she was my first EVERYTHING. like even holding hands, kiss, everything. i told her i still want that chance, but then she said if i do i still want to talk to this guy, but i wouldnt take it. so i left. later that nite, i made her go out with me and 2 of our friends at a restaurant bar. we ate, i ordered a couple shots. then when i finished my first shot, she was tlaking on the fone with this guy saying "i cant go that .weekend, i have somthing to do." right away i knew it was him, i drank my second, and the alchohol hit me. i went outside, called a couple of my friends, and cried. the other people i went with came to me to comfort me, 2 of my firends came down, and the ex, didnt do ****. in fact, she looked pissed. i know all that, i wasnt suppose to do, but i just acted on impulse without thinking. we stopped tlaking thurs, that restaurant was tues, and its monday right now. i asked her friends if she ever ask about me or talk about me ever since then, and they all said no. how can she be so cold? i took her to vegas 2 weeks before on her bday and spent 2 g's on her, i mean like... cmon now... she didnt even put that into consideration. i know with all this, i shouldnt even give her another chance... but ryte now, i want her back SOO BADLY... i dont know what to do... its been 4 days of NC, and i just wanna hear her voice... =(
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