Stunner Posted October 15, 2006 Posted October 15, 2006 Need to vent. Ok, in the past four months I've been cancelled on four times for friggin' work. We were planning an overnight visit last night and I was finally hoping to end my stint as a nun. Five weeks without 'any' for this gal and I'm getting really damn annoyed. We've seen each other during that time, don't get me wrong, we just haven't had the opportunity to make those arrangements. So, sure enough two hours before we are supposed to meet I get the call from a rather grumpy sounding boyfriend that he is just leaving his destination and won't be there for four to four and a half hours and won't feel like going out. There was no "I'm sorry" no offer to reschedule...NOTHING. I went out with a girlfriend and danced until one in the morning...still didn't make me feel better. I'm so understanding of his schedule, I'm busy too. Lately I feel that he is more concerned with his schedule than mine. I made plans a week in advance for overnight care for my kids and everything and to him it's no flippin' big deal. I want to blow my stack and just tell him to go pound sand but he IS a good man. I don't know if I'm letting my hormones get to me or what....maybe I need to see other men for a while so I'm getting my needs met. Yes, I do take care of those things myself too HOWEVER, I want some human being to be physically close to. Not a friggin' 'stunt c*ck'. In the meantime I'm NOT calling. I've done a lot of hoop jumping. If he wants to see me, fine....if not...his BIG FAT LOSS! Thoughts?
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