mrchristian Posted October 14, 2006 Posted October 14, 2006 This is a slightly long story so you can either crack the kettle out now to make a cuppa or you can wait til its over - id get one now I'm 18/19 and I'm currently residing in the UK. Last year that started (Sept 06) I met a girl in my biology class who I immediately became infatuated with due to the fact she has the same "way with words" I do. She's very attractive, has done moddeling, and we instantly started being rude and flirty to each other. My first mistake is I told the wrong sorta girl about my new found crush, who when she asked the girl (who i'll just call Mrs Christian for simplicity) said "eugh, him? no..." in a rather hurried and nervous way. I was sorta heartbroken but my feelings didnt subside This girl also happened to be in my chemistry class, so it was a good half of my timetable i saw and interacted with this girl. However it was always during college time. We all went away on a biology trip to wales, in which I was going out with one girl while still having feelings for Mrs Christian. And surprisingly soon after the trip she explains she has feelings for me too We go out on a couple of dates, though I know her ex-boyfriend is still on the scene so i hold back - which is probalby due to fear or maybe that i dont feel on the same level as the other guy Her mum then leaves to go to Poland due to the fact her gran isnt well - free house, and sure be told im invited around to hers for pizza and stuff. usual closeness, though when it comes to go I'm given to kisses on the cheek and sent on my way considering how close it was before. Then last wednesday, her mum is still away and once gain im invited around for pizza and wine, which she knowingly gives me a large amount of. I joked saying you know how easy I get with wine and she said yeah i know. I know she was keen, but earlier on that night she got a call from her ex and I froze for the rest of it. it continues by us getting really close and she falls asleep in my arms while watching wimbledon - a romantic comedy. before once again being ushered out when its time to go with kisses on the cheek So I want to find out whats going on, whos she chosen, and only the day just after the night she says she’s getting back with her ex. But still proceeds to tell me that she has feelings for me and cant just turn them off. and also how shes had to wear makeup and dressed really well for any lesson that I have been in. Everyone else we know has also said how much she feels for me. But why did she choose the other guy if she wants me too? She said that he was her first love and thats why, though when I asked her if it was a safety net option she seemed to agree. So we agree we cant be friends and that we should just go to pleasantries the morning after there we are doing a Biology practical together and shes getting physically close to me, almost as if that’s what she wants, she also is back to her playful ways with me messing about and doing the usual fights saying things like “I hate you” all over again. Same thing in the café for lunch, we meet up to talk but in the end all we do is go back to flirty comments as her leg comes into contact with mine a few times Just whats going on? Does she still want me? Why did she choose the other guy then? What is going on why is she that scared of opening up to me when shes already opened up to me more than her other ex's? Do I honestly have a chance of winning her back when we have our talk this monday to sort it out? What should I say
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