cryinginside Posted October 13, 2006 Posted October 13, 2006 I don't understand how i can go from an abusive relationship into where i am now. If you read crying after abuse you know me. I broke up with my abusive ex a month or so ago. I have lead a crazy party life since then. Every saturday i go out....usually get so plastered ihave a one night stand. I have felt so terrible about this. I hate myself for sleeping around. Then i did it again monday only this guy has stayed around, i have been honest about my last month and he is so great about it all. he makes me laugh and smile all the time. He is the sweetest. But....he is going away in three mos for a very long time so iknow it won't last. He told me that after he leaves to make the guy wait next time so there is a challenge. He said he doesn't think anything bad of me just that i need to wait. I am crying because i don't know what to do. I feel awful for sleeping with three different people in the last month. For falling so fast for someone that i can not have. Please advice.
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