Grrr Posted October 11, 2006 Posted October 11, 2006 Hi guys, havent posted in a bit, hehe I just kinda have a crappy situation, you will probably all be glad to hear im doing fine with regards to the ex!! we talk every night and it really does'nt phase me! im slightly worried this may be down to this guy, maybe hes become a temporary distraction? We have been txting for a couple of months now, i felt myself really starting to like him alot! i really really like him, and i know he likes me too. Only we have arguments! yes arguments! like little kids. and we ultimately say toe achother "ok, we best not talk anymore" only to watch while the other squirms and comes crawling back, we both admitted we do this, and we have stopped you'll be glad to know lol. I like him alot as i said. But, despite the fact that he has been a welcome distraction, i keep being really rude about him with my ex, he knows he txts me... and i always say stuff like "oh yeah, he keeps txting me" making out like i dont like it... i stopped doing it, n he KEPT asking, and i was trying to shrug it off cos i hate the idea of lying, and if i really liked this guy, wouldnt i want to shout about it? and p*** my ex off? i CANNOT do it. Part of me thinks, well maybe im worried it will destroy any future chance with the ex, but lets be honest.. there really is no chance there... that is my train of thought. Tonight, me and the guy i like, had a really big argument because he had been saying some nasty things... he started crying on the phone! i was totally taken aback by this, is this normal? what does this say about a person? i mean was he just trying to make me feel bad? sorry for him? i dunno... he sent me a txt saying he really never wanted to talk to me again, but he doesnt know what he will do with himself because i have been the best thing in his life in a long time. I sent him one back saying the words "Im not going to let you go that easily xxx" and he has not responded, i called twice.... hmmm what now? i mean, maybe he has had enough of the little arguments?! Another thing is... what if he is rebound? what if i get talking to him again, and i end up hurting him really badly?! should i keep calling? or let him be? i tried so hard to stop txting him for a while but just couldnt! He is such a sweet guy. Any help would be fab! theres loads of questions in there haha
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