laRubiaBonita Posted October 5, 2006 Posted October 5, 2006 ok... so i may have been.... ok i have been pulling away, somewhat, since i have been having mixed feelings about dude. he picks up on it, somewhat....... that aaand i'm on my period and have felt crappy the past 2 days, but he is funky about "female issues", so i say nothing until i HAVE to. whatever.... so he has been PMS-ing or so it seems, aka... not as many emails through out the day(more like IM, since we are in the same Co.), just being negative in general, not talking and ASSUMING i know what is wrong, and then beng totally vague about whatever IT is.... which i hate. why do i hate this, because i DO have depression, more seasonal than not.... and i need positives in my life, not downers. ANYWAYS... so today, i asked what his deal was, why is he soo blah? his response... "i'm just bitter about life right now" i asked him to be a bit more specific and he says "He needs something to look forward to everyday" (hello... don't we all?) so i say he needs to look forward to little things when the bigger-major things are not avaliable, and you can't have MAJOR excitenets everyday, that is just not how it works.... plus it would not be a Mjor-big thing if you had IT everyday! have not heard back from him yet. we are going out to a movie and dinner tmw. so i will prod some more. i swear this dude needs to take some of MY prozac, which i should prob. start again soon...... *sigh* i did talk with my best friend last night who said to me... "did we not have this exact conversation about your ex... not too long ago?" TRUE THAT! she thinks i need someone who will compliment me.... my wanting to do new things, meet new people, socialize, help infuse/ reignite my artist mode, etc..... And i sooo agree!
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