luvtoto Posted October 4, 2006 Posted October 4, 2006 Feeling lonely today. No possibilities for romance. I'm getting old. My ex didn't love me. She probably loves someone else now. She probably offers her body to that guy with total abandon and wakes the neighbors up at night like we used to. Work is hard and stresses me out. Why are all the women so f**king far away? There should be one waiting here for me with open arms when I get home. A pretty one that smells good and has interesting things to say. Where the hell is she? I used to feel that way, too. I literally shut the blinds to my home, and hardly ever came out except to work. My neighbors never saw a peep of me. I went through the same loneliness you are going through right now...it SUCKED!!! I spent that time healing the wounds the X left, and learned to like my own company. Looking back on everything now, I am glad that I didn't run out and rebound myself into a new relationship. A relationship will not bring instant happiness. Thinking that way is not realistic. They'll have issues for you to deal with. You'll have yours. It will be difficult to mesh all that together. Love is work. Now my biggest fear is someone new coming in and changing my life too much!! Haha. Trust me, Johan, every lonely night you have, is one more day of you getting stronger. Also, learned that sitting at home *wishing* is not helping you find someone. Women don't fall out of the sky. You have to plenty of effort into it. Myself, I got damn tired of waiting for Mr. Right to come into my life. I started casually dating a year ago...via online dating. THERE ARE GREAT PEOPLE OUT THERE!! Don't let anyone tell you differently. Just put some effort into finding her. Ya gotta try.
D-Lish Posted October 4, 2006 Posted October 4, 2006 Why are all the women so f**king far away? There should be one waiting here for me with open arms when I get home. A pretty one that smells good and has interesting things to say. Where the hell is she? ...she is in Canada! D
Sand&Water Posted October 4, 2006 Posted October 4, 2006 Johan, Sand, you've been taking poetry lessons or something. That was a nice post though. Thanks! No, I haven't been taking any poetry lessons. Is it obvious I'm that poetic? That is how I am -natural aura. She exists; walking, talking, laughing, waiting for you to come get her. She does all the things you do, and much more, but hopes that somehow she meets you through the right people or better by accident. She is close to you; even under your nose, you just may not know it. If you pay attention to the signs you may discover something, her authentic beauty, by chance. Your welcome! Sand&Water
RecordProducer Posted October 4, 2006 Posted October 4, 2006 Johan, anything is possible and they might be together, but... Obviously your "friend" likes your ex. She is pretty and he tried to prevent you from getting back together with her so that we mastered, I think. The other half of the answer is: does she like him? Do you think he would be arrogant if he actually slept with her? I think not. I think he would feel more guilty than anything else and sorry for you. He probably wouldn't mention her in front of you at all. You can always ask him and see what he says. You will get over her sooner or later, don't worry!
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