pureluck Posted September 29, 2006 Posted September 29, 2006 Finally.. Here's her last email to me.. Any responses would be greatly appreciated... I have been on and off with her since May.. And this her final response to me.. I have been trying to break it up with her sometime.. But I guess she finally ended it.. See below Hey, [FONT=Courier New]Sorry about the other nite. I was still not feeling well and I am a bit stressed by these interviews and I my weekend was not so great. [/FONT] [FONT=Courier New][/FONT] [FONT=Courier New]Part of why I was acting like that is that I have been thinking about things and for my life right now I really don't want to be considered someone's hookup. That was on my mind and then when you came over and were questioning me about everything I did and acting accusatory in the way you were speaking to me I just felt like I could not stand it. I don't want someone to hook up with I want someone that I trust and care about that i can have a good relationship with. I honestly feel like you still don't trust me at all and I don't think there is anything i can do to change that. You consistently say you just want to "hang out" and honestly that is not where I am in my life right now. I had a hard weekend being sick on Sunday and I needed some comfort from someone with all the changes going on in my life right now. I know you also had a hard day with your family at the funeral and you probably wanted the same thing. I was not meaning to attack you but I am under pressure in alot of ways right now and I need someone that I feel is there for me. I am worried about my parents, my new job and my future. As you said everything is totally fine but I put alot of unecessary pressure on myself to do everything better than I am doing it all now. That is both a good thing and a bad thing... [/FONT] [FONT=Courier New][/FONT] [FONT=Courier New]I think you are a good person and i do enjoying hanging out with you but I don't want to feel like you don't trust me at all and I don't know if you are capable of changing that. I don't want us to be at odds and I hope we can remain friends. I do care about you alot and I know things have been hard for you lately as well. I hope you can somewhat understand where I am coming from eventhough I am not sure I said it all right ;-) [/FONT]
Josalina Posted September 30, 2006 Posted September 30, 2006 well if u have wanted to break up with her and she just has, she has done u a favor hasn't she? i am sorry but i seem to be missing the point, did u not want to split with her in the end? hang on i will re-read incase i have missed something.
Josalina Posted September 30, 2006 Posted September 30, 2006 she seems to have a lot going on as u r, she states she doesn't feel u trust her a few times, so maybe this is an issue for her, she also wants someone to be there for her, my question is do u think u r? maybe if u wanted to end it yourself and she beat u to it as i said she has done u a favour and it was done for a reason. r u finding this break up hard? or is this still what u want? what is it that u need to know mate?
Author pureluck Posted October 13, 2006 Author Posted October 13, 2006 I went to lunch with her on Wednesday, after 3 weeks of NC.. It was horriable.. I just sat there nothing to say whatsoever.. I feel like a jerk but I really did not want to be there at all. I should have said no and just kept ignoring her.. I guess she won.. But she had nothing to say to me after lunch not a goodbye nothing.. I never even ate my lunch just took it to go.. And then made her pay her half of the bill.. That was it.. Any advise? will she contact me again?
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