Teacher's Pet Posted September 25, 2006 Posted September 25, 2006 Three months ago today..... Me: (sobbing) "Baby......I love you.......please.....let's work this out......you are everything to me.......please.......I love you....don't leave me....." B: (coldly) "What part of 'its over' don't you get! Don't EVER contact me again!" Three months of NC. Three months without hearing her voice. The same voice that called me at work to ask me what I'd like for dinner, the same voice that called my name out in the middle of the night as we made love, the same voice that said YES to me when I asked her to spend the rest of our lives together.... became the voice that broke my heart, shattered my dreams, my self-esteem, and my self-worth. It took 4 months of going out to dinner, drinking at the bar, and innocently cuddling on the couch watching DVD's to start our relationship, a not-so-innocent offer of sex to consumate it, and a text message and a slammed phone to end it. That same day, I found Love Shack. I found advice, sympathy, and a collection of wonderful people who knew all too well what I was going through. No judgements. No blame. No "I told you so's". Just people willing to listen to me ramble (and still do!) I found an outlet to vent, to cry, and to laugh. I made 2 AMAZING friends here whom I hope to spend lots of time with in the months (and years!) to come..... Love Shack has helped me find myself again, and put myself on the road to recovery and self-improvement, not the road to self-destruction I was on previously. Being here makes me feel like I've been rescued from a sinking ship and dragged to a safe harbor..... Thank you everyone. From the bottom of my heart. Thank you. -tp
Ariadne Posted September 25, 2006 Posted September 25, 2006 Oh, Thank you everyone. From the bottom of my heart. You are welcome Teacher's Pest. (j/k) Anyway, I remember one time you were asking about what your dream meant, one where you were walking in the halls of HS and and met her and she told you "he is just not you" (something like that). Freud says that dreams reflect unresolved feelings. I agree with that part. I think that your unresolved feeling in this case is how come she said that she loved you, and then treat you that way and dump you. That's all the dream meant. You don't get it. Ariadne
Ariadne Posted September 25, 2006 Posted September 25, 2006 (Btw, I had a dream with Denver guy where I asked him how much he liked me, and he said, 2 out of 10. And another one where we were in Disneyland and he spent the whole day walking around with other people ignoring me... I don't get the rejection part)
AriaIncognito Posted September 25, 2006 Posted September 25, 2006 And here i was opening this thread expecting it to be you complaining about not having had sex in 3 months lol. Very nice sentiments, TP. (oops tp i mean, since it's been 3 months and 1 week haha not that i'm counting) Your FW.
Author Teacher's Pet Posted September 25, 2006 Author Posted September 25, 2006 And here i was opening this thread expecting it to be you complaining about not having had sex in 3 months lol. Not since June 16th, after eating at Rutt's Hutt. (It's a Jersey landmark, to you foreigners* out there!) I'm going to the gym now to work off some excess energy and take a cold shower. Gotta make myself all hot for the next chick who wants some of THIS! -tp has too much of "this" (* - when I say "foreigner", I mean anyone not from NYC/NJ..... we're a world unto our own)
AriaIncognito Posted September 25, 2006 Posted September 25, 2006 I was born in NJ and have lived here 32 years and have never heard of that place...lol Jennifer
sapphire0903 Posted September 25, 2006 Posted September 25, 2006 Going through a break up myself, I hope I can achieve what you have here on love shack. I hope I can let go..........soon (it has been almost 4 weeks) I am tired of crying over this Thanks for the inspiration
Author Teacher's Pet Posted September 25, 2006 Author Posted September 25, 2006 We're all in this together, Sapphire. *hugs* -tp
Author Teacher's Pet Posted September 25, 2006 Author Posted September 25, 2006 I was born in NJ and have lived here 32 years and have never heard of that place...lol It's a "seedy-looking" diner-style restaurant, FAMOUS for it's amazing hot dogs and HOMEMADE sauerkraut, among other things. There's a full bar, so you can get a cold beer with them dogs, too! Good stuff. If I can convince you to head up my way one of these days, we shall feast on deep-fried goodness! Your SB, -tp (3 months, 9 days LOL) loves hotdogs not a fan of Dr. Freud
D-Lish Posted September 26, 2006 Posted September 26, 2006 Glad you're feeling better about the break up TP- I am getting there too! There will be many loves in our lives. Hot dogs and Saurkraut among them! Oh, and beer. BEEER. yes.
Author Teacher's Pet Posted September 26, 2006 Author Posted September 26, 2006 Tell ya what, D-Lish... You ever head out my way, I'll buy. That goes for anyone. I'm good like that. You just have to promise to make out with me if my ex happens to stroll in.... -tp has a line of credit at Rutt's Hutt
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