i dont know...?

[Guest]

I’ve known this girl for a few months now, not even that, her name is Emily. We go to the same school but have no classes together and we’ve never been in the same home group. I’ve always KNOWN OF HER at school, but that’s all.

 

Well recently I had a chat with her at a party but only for a few minutes and I went off with friends. Any way now at school we smile and say hi to each other and keep walking on. Now the other day in math’s her friend asked me what I thought of her, I didn’t answer so asked what she said about me. The only answer i received was “she may have said something maybe not”. Whats thats supose to tell me?

 

So I met her again at another party so i decided to try and have a chat, I was shy and so was she I think, I had no idea what to say. I got really drunk and started rambling on how I liked her and telling her she was real pretty, I remember she replied with a “thank you” in the sweetest voice.

 

As the night moved on I was more intoxicated and started going where she went, I tried to pull her away from friends because I wanted to talk with her. I would yell out to her and call her up if I couldn’t find her.

 

So after a while there was a group of us on the grass sitting and drinking, and finally we were all able to stay in the one position for a while. I once again started telling her I liked her and my mate wanted us to hook up, I really like this girl so I didn’t want it to be nothing, so I told her it was alright not to, we ended just having a nice prick on the lips which was real good. I then thought I asked her out but I didn’t. I went around telling people i asked her out but i didnt, but i thought i did, she told my mate ‘he didn’t even ask me so oh well’.

 

I then asked her to the formal and she said yes (I don’t remember this at all it’s what friends told me) so I told her I would txt her in the morning. She gave me her number first and I gave mine to her. By the way she wasn’t drunk at all she was sober, she had only 2 little cruiser things.

 

At the end of the night I kept hugging her I didn’t wanna let go, but when I left I gave another hug and a kiss on the check. She went for the kiss first so I thought awesome. So when I was home I wrote a message to my mate about her and I accidentally sent it to her. She replied with “hi” and we sent some more messages. The only thing was she had short replies of like “oh lol that’s awesome” and “yeah I did.” . she seems interested but like she doesnt want the conversation to last.

 

So anyway in the morning like a promised I sent a message to her and her replies were like 2 words long so I said bye I’m going back to sleep and that’s been all. I don’t want to send more messages cos what I did the other night I might seem like im a stalker. I think I might be getting to the point. I can’t stop thinking of her. In bed I spent 2 hours replaying what had happened the other night in my head. I’ve never felt this way for a girl. I just feel like I’ve known her for such a long time but I haven’t.

 

Sorry this was so long I needed to get it out there, and off my chest, sorry for poor grammar and if it didn’t make sense to bad.

 

Thank you

 

One more thing I’ve checked for signs if she likes me I cant see any. I’ve had one girl give me all the signs of leaning towards me all the time, if I’m talking with another girl she buts in, always looking at me touching my feet under that table(freaked me out) she even admitted liking me, I didn’t fancy her that way. I could tell she liked me, with Emily I can’t tell. But that other chick was real loud and confident Emily isn’t , she’s nice and sweet. The only sign is she smiles at me in the morning and if I see her after school she waves to me. But every one waves to every one.

 

An update

 

I was pranking some friends and I accidently called her, and soon after a couple minutes i recieve a message telling me she was in the car and would give me a call tomorrow. I was like what hu? was that really ment for me? So anyway i reply back with some random comments about worms and brussel sprouts and we keep sending more txt's, but im just really confused if this is how she treats all her guy friends or does she like me? One thing im really sure of is I like her more than she likes me. Well i think. I'm real messed up about this. I need to get to know her more but i jut feels ive know her for years. But she might not feel like that at all.

 

i hope this didn't confuse any one i'm on a ramble.

 

Thanks in advance, and if you read the entire story you are a legend =D

[Guest]

Well u said she was shy so chances are that if her msgs arnt long then its simply because shes shy. If she likes you she probably doesn't want to come on too strong and scare you off. Make a time to see her when you'll be sober, and ask her out properly, maybe shes confused as to if you to are a couple or if you only said those things cause you were drunk.