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[ariel71]

My ex and I have been together on and off for about 4 years...this last time around things seemed to be working out ok, we had finally learned to compromise on situations One being that since the computer caused alot of conflict between us that we would both remove or set private our myspace pages. This seemed to be good for awhile until we finally came to terms that the relationship was not going to work. Even though we have been thru breaking up and getting back together before...I really feel like that this time I want it over. I really want to try to move on this time. When we broke up I found out (not by hunting) just by accident that he had a hidden myspace page...not using a real name and nothing clued me in that it was him except his friends...I knew it was him. He also had a email address that I didn't know about. Finding out all of this info really damaged me mentally. I felt closure knowing this information. This has actually been easier for me since I found this out. Hurtful but easier. When I got the email one day (from him at the email address I know) of "how noone will ever measure up to me and blah blah blah" I sent him one back saying that I knew something about him that upset me terribly and that the relationship was now over. I didn't tell him I knew about the page. I left my page private but started talking to my friends again(which he knows) and left a comment on my friends comment section about knowing about his little page. The next day his page had been removed and the account was deleted. He could have set his page to private and then I would not have been able to read anything...but in return the page was deleted. He knows I know his friends and can find him easily on there...so I am just having a hard time understanding why he removed his page....why not go private and not worry what I thought? Was he ashamed that I found out he was doing something I didn't know about? I am just trying to figure why he did that and obviously having a hard time with my grief.