Cliche23 Posted September 18, 2006 Posted September 18, 2006 I was always known to be the type of woman that was funny, loved to laugh until my stomach would literally hurt; I was social, loved to be around others smiling and just happy. I don't want to point fingers or place blame, but it just seems like I have lost all of that and perhaps it could be that I have been through so much pain and heartache in my relationship and now I no longer know what to do with myself. I am still here because I am aware that every relationship has it's ups and downs, and I just don't want to give up so easily. But what I miss the most is just being able to laugh and have a good ol' time. Seems now that I always seem to be down crying when things go wrong in my relationship; I am always uptight, it's so hard to relax and breathe it's like literally being on pins and needles but still can't get myself away from it. Only when it comes to my relationship I am always serious, it's hard for me to feel good for an entire week because there is always something happening that messes that up, I want to feel good. I love my boyfriend with all my heart; I would love for things to work between us. I just want to know what can I do? How can I stop from being so uptight, sensitive, upset etc. I mean it's not like I get upset for no reason. How can I have a descent conversation with my boyfriend where he will understand? I want to be happy, it just seems like I am trying too hard. And the most difficult thing in my relationship is that I am the expressive one while he just sits like a bump on a log and listens. What do I do? I don't want to leave, I want to work on this while still working on my relationship. I hope what I type doesn't confuse you all, I am trying my best to explain this. If you can please give me some advice, I am really in need of it. Thanks in advance;)
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