Aussie65 Posted September 16, 2006 Posted September 16, 2006 Today he called ....I got the closure I needed but I am hurting so much and wanting this man to be with me. I had this wonderful relationship with a guy and things were going great until the last few weeks...he suffers from bad depression and he started to go downhill and finally he left for another State on Monday without telling me. I text him many times wanting answers,I also called and he did not want to talk to me.Finally today he rings me....I was angry but now...I am heartbroken knowing this man truly does love me.The reasons for us breaking up is because of his depression and he feels that he does not want to put me through it,that he cannot stay in one place for too long. I asked him of his feelings towards me,he said in the beginning he was not looking to me for love but it happened,he loves me .He wants me to take care of myself,look after my family etc. I love this man so much I cannot believe the only thing seperating us is this and I pray to God there was a cure for him....I want to be with him so badly it hurts and to know he loves me too and we cannot be together is hard. I have cried so many tears this last week but today knowing its finally over I cannot stop.For me my heart will remain with him,I don't know how to move on from here loving him this way and feeling the love from him.....knowing what it was like to wake up in his arms each day and now this. I am lost and needing my man back.
tearful_soul22 Posted September 16, 2006 Posted September 16, 2006 I hope with the appropriate medications and treatment your bf will recover completely although i've heard it takes a long time to combat such ailment. It must be very hard for you to deal with such issue, but sometimes moving on is the only recourse you have. Maybe in due time when he is over with this, he will return to you. Take care and my best to you!!
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