SoCalCatman72 Posted September 12, 2006 Posted September 12, 2006 It sucks, really really really sucks...... Been going on for about five days now, yesterday and today have been really bad, I don't know if it's because of all the 9/11 memorial stuff or what, I know being depressed is part and parcel of being bipolar II, but it's rarely this bad...... Didn't get out of bed this weekend, except to go to church, even then I felt like everyone was staring at me, judging me...................... Sunday, found myself thinking about death, whether life is really worth all the struggle, how fat and ugly I feel........ Dr. Appointment is not till next week *sigh* sorry for complaining.
pricillia Posted September 12, 2006 Posted September 12, 2006 I am sorry so cal Why no contact with anyone all weekend?
norajane Posted September 12, 2006 Posted September 12, 2006 No need to apologize for complaining! Just call it a rant and collect the hugs. HUGS
pricillia Posted September 12, 2006 Posted September 12, 2006 No need to apologize for complaining! Just call it a rant and collect the hugs. HUGS That was nice norajane I read some of your reply's to peeps and you often know just the right thing to say!
Yamaha Posted September 12, 2006 Posted September 12, 2006 It sucks, really really really sucks...... Nothing worse than depression. Just try to keep yourself as busy as you can until you see the Doc. And rant as much as you feel the need on LS.
Author SoCalCatman72 Posted September 13, 2006 Author Posted September 13, 2006 I'm feeling a little better today, I was actually able to make it in to work today. I got some St. John's Wort to try to hold me over until I can see the doc. I hate feeling this way.
blind_otter Posted September 13, 2006 Posted September 13, 2006 I know how you feel SCCM. I have a doctor's appointment next week, too...what the heck is this, zeitgeist? Hugs...
norajane Posted September 13, 2006 Posted September 13, 2006 ...what the heck is this, zeitgeist? My bf tells me that we've been in a trough in the multi-year solar cycle, and have just started coming out of it, which means there will be increased solar activity...which could affect us down here on Earth, much as the lunar cycle affects us. To his credit, he wasn't saying this was what was making me crazy lately; I chose to believe that must be why.
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