NeverLate Posted September 22, 2006 Posted September 22, 2006 If I could figure out how to send it to you without sharing it with everyone I would
Author plexus Posted September 22, 2006 Author Posted September 22, 2006 dont know how to go about that
Can'tGiveUp Posted September 23, 2006 Posted September 23, 2006 OMG CGU, You are in such a similar place as me. When my MW and I talk or we see each other its such a joy. I hang on to every moment we are together no matter what the circumstance. totally sympathize with you. I try and move on but I cant. Like for example today. As of yet I have not heard from her yet and its killing me. She is with her H but at some point she will be available to call me and I'm sitting her staring at the phone waiting for her to call. I need to stop that and just enjoy the time when I do talk or even see her. Yesterday she called me 4 times and I loved it. Now today so far its zero and I'm dying. I realize that I just need to enjoy what we have. I will never walk away from her and I dont think she will from me. We just have to find a balance between the real world and our love affair. I hope you can do that too You scare me! If I haven't heard from him for a couple of hours during the day, I start to go crazy. I mean, I know it just means he's busy but when I see that email come in, well that alone is enough to put a huge smile on my face. We are in this situation because neither of us will walk away...we admit that we couldn't do NC for long. For now, I too am just enjoying what we have and trying not to worry too much about the future. Just don't know if we can ever find that balance...
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