Author consternation Posted September 14, 2006 Author Posted September 14, 2006 I've totally given up. Truthfully, was totally heartbroken at first. But last Tues, woke up with weight off shoulders... was like I woke up from a spell, I knew I was sick to death of it and that was it. I dont know if you are on lakehouse where I posted about this but had rampant sex with 25 year old that night, was just the ticket. Heh heh. I'm going on holidays tomorrow. I've in fact seen MM just today, as friends. I know it's hard to understand but I just don't feel it anymore, because i *know* its pointless, causes pain, etc. He brought round $20 in coins in the currency of the country I'm going to for my daughter to spend, and is going to take my dog to vet while I'm gone to get her stitches out. I think he's relieved that I'm over it too... I know its all totally bizarre but I feel no temptation whatsoever to put myself in that pain again. The amazing sex the other night has helped too I must admit. On to the next thing! I hope you're feeling at least a bit better Posh.
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