aesteel5 Posted September 5, 2006 Share Posted September 5, 2006 Hi Cutie, I had never felt so down as the point when I began speaking to you several months back downstairs on the couch, and it was a few days later, when I found what I least expected, I found you. At first, I was surprised at the love we shared, it was like nothing I have ever experienced, a feeling so natural and easy to fall into, and at the same time, so intense. You were a perfect summer day...bright, hot, and beautiful. Every moment special, but a single day is transient, and just never long enough. Breathless kisses by the pond, in the pool, in a dark kitchen, and in the bedroom with the candles lit; I have never tangibly felt such love. It would take my breath away and almost stop my heart when I would kiss you and looking into your hazel eyes I would see such overflowing love, passion, and affection. And then, as quickly as you appeared, you were gone. I found true love and then my summer day ended; my heart can't remember such excruciating pain as the minutes after leaving you at an airport terminal bound for Australia and another life. I made the mistake of assuming I would have more time with you, but I guess it's as you said, we must have just fallen in love too late... and the sun has set. I miss you D. Love, N I knew her for 9 months. We've loved each other for 2 months. But her parents culture is such that her mother is now pressing her to get married within a year. Her boyfriend of 4 years who she hadn't seen for years came and visited for 3 weeks and proposed. And under the pressure she decided to quit her job, move to Australia and get married. The rationale given to me is that her mother always told her to get married to someone who loves her more than she loves them. D says she loves me v. deeply and more even than I love her. However 'T' is crazy about her and loves her more than she loves him. Marriage is not a possiblity between D and me for a couple years, whereas it is almost an immediate possibility with T. T is truely passionate about her, but for her he's cheated on her and she doesn't trust him, being with him is more along the lines of 'fun'. D and I feel like we're kindred spirits, and we love each other more than anything. But now she's disappearing like smoke. At least we'll be friends for life. I wonder if I should have or should still act. It pains me so much to lose her as a life partner when we love each other so much. I figure if I'm going to write all this out I might as well get a response from people, so feel free to write opinions on a difficult situation like this, though I know I didn't really give all too much information. Cheers from California, AEsteel Link to post Share on other sites
Sand&Water Posted September 5, 2006 Share Posted September 5, 2006 Aesteel5, You love her. She loves you. You are in love with her. True. She once, was, in love with you. But happened? She made a decision. She choose her life, her path, her new found home. But at the expense of her heart. Pleasing her parents meant, satisfaction of all but her future. The greater good. Did you express your love for her? You can't stop her. You can talk to her one last time. However, in the end you will have to let her go. Link to post Share on other sites
AEsteel Posted September 6, 2006 Share Posted September 6, 2006 Probably right, she's made her decision. It's not a tragedy, but it really hurts. Sometimes one can just be happy that they've met someone that you're able to feel so natural and comfortable with, even if it's only for a short while. One thing I've been working on trying to is become habitually thankful as my 'unconcious response' to all of life's circumstances and relationships. Link to post Share on other sites
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