once removed Posted September 4, 2006 Posted September 4, 2006 Ok so hubs has not touched me in over 3 years, and my EA ran off with another lol geeze I need to find a r/l A till I can finish up here! I just wonder how I would ever find the time between kids and work.
Sand&Water Posted September 4, 2006 Posted September 4, 2006 Ok so hubs has not touched me in over 3 years... I think you missed one important thing in this picture: Where are you with regards to your husband? and Have you touched him? One on one, with yourself. Sit down, open a fresh blank book and write down all the things you did during those 3 years. Then write out how you felt, and how your husband reacted. ...geeze I need to find a r/l A till I can finish up here! Are you running away from something? I think, you are. Another r/l A is not going to fuel your revenge. Rather, it will spill out to burn your children and cause major regret and manipulation. I suggest you talk to your husband about everything.
Author once removed Posted September 5, 2006 Author Posted September 5, 2006 As much as I'd like to run out an into the arms of someone who can make me feel right now. Its the last thing I will do. I will ride this out till its all said and done and even then I'll not just jump into the arms of any mans arms that will have me. I'm just hurting atm. I want to feel I want to check back in. But between me and the hubs its a no go. I've been hurt way to many times. I'll not get into all that. My kids come first always have always will. However I can't stay where I'm at forever its not good for either of us. I just want to feel...something more than pain.
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