Guest Posted September 4, 2006 Posted September 4, 2006 MM has been on vacation for ten days, and I thought it was going to be so hard on me to not hear from him. But honestly, I've been great. But I am scared he is back tomorrow and I know once I hear from him it will all fly out the door. Just hearing his voice sends me, just getting his messages sends me. And I know we have to end eventually, but I don't have the strength to ask him for N/C. I do believe he would respect my wishes if I were to ask him, as he is so much stronger than I am. I know its been easy knowing he would be back, its not going to be easy when its over for good. I want to be strong, I want to write him tonight and tell him it's over! But I can do it!!!
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