Nefsled Posted August 30, 2006 Posted August 30, 2006 I hope none of you mind me posting on here. I no longer talk to my ex and sometimes it makes life a little easier to post little notes to express my feeling. Nefsled, I know it's been several years. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I am doing good. Sometimes I feel as though I let life lead the way instead of taking direction and leading my own life. I don't want to be someone who sits back and takes what life has to offer instead of demanding more. I want to live it to its fullest and not let a dream go by without making it reality. Ever since we ended I have learned that life is too short to sit back and feel sorry for the things that have happened. I have had too many good things happen to focus on the bad. Sure it was hard when we ended and sometimes I still have hard times but I still appreciate it. I would not be who I am without having known you. I would not look at life the same without having lived through our experiences together. We went through some hard times with loosing the baby. I am so sorry I blamed you. I know that is why I pushed you away. Everytime I looked in your eyes it brought back painful memories of sitting in the doctors office alone and scared. I know it is not your fault from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry. Thank you for teaching me to be who I am instead of being who other people would like me to be. Thank you for our good times and bad. I cherish all of the memories good and bad. I know things happend for a reason and even though it can be hard it's worth it in the end. I love you Nefsled. Please take care of yourself.
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