fireflywy Posted August 29, 2006 Posted August 29, 2006 Today I saw her pass by in another coincidence. I actually watched her to see if she'd look at me to wave. She didn't. Strangely enough... when I saw her, I only felt a slight tinge of anticipation which was GREATLY decreased from what it was before. She walked around a wall behind me into the garden and was talking on the phone (I could see her reflection in a window.) I just smiled, and sang my music quietly. I feel like I'm finally moving on and it feels great. The funny thing is, I know she's probably seen two or three guys since the break up. Perhaps they're not working out and she's looking back and thinking I wasn't the person she painted me to be? Maybe she's feeling a little regret? I know.. I know... I know... she's not. But wouldn't it be nice?. P.S. I had two different dates this weekend and following the second date I ran into a third girl at the club and ended up dancing alone with her and her other female friend. Tonight.. I'm also going to learn how to Salsa dance!
AriaIncognito Posted August 29, 2006 Posted August 29, 2006 Good for you fireflywy. It sounds like you're making some slow but sure recovery from her. Eventually, you'll have so many new prospects that you won't even notice when she walks by. :-) We can all hope to feel that way, someday. Keep up the good work, you seem like a great guy :-) Jennifer
loveinlife Posted August 29, 2006 Posted August 29, 2006 fireflywy, good for you. I was on the verge of breaking down bc I saw my ex on Friday night at a club and her calling me the next morning. It seemed like she missed me, however, I haven't heard from her since. Also found her pic on myspace when I was looking at a friend's page. That feeling sucked when I saw my depression creeping up so fast and seeing her so happy in these pics. But good job for you.
Mollyanna Posted August 30, 2006 Posted August 30, 2006 fireflywy: I am so happy for you. You seem to be adjusting well. That is awesome you are out there meeting new ladies. I really hope one of them work out for you so you won't even notice the X when you pass by her anymore. From what I have learned about you, it seems to be her loss, not yours. Let her drive herself crazy with regret. You know you did everything you could and you can move on without all the woulda shoulda couldas. Can she say the same?
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