Diver012 Posted August 21, 2006 Posted August 21, 2006 I hate this ****. I havent felt this mental in almost 10 years!!!! I would have rather had a drag down yelling screamin arguement than go through this ****! What the hell am I supposed to do??!?!? I busted my A$$ I got left with a **** department. I had no staff, I had no help at all. It was me, myself and I. I was Director, & employee all rolled into one. You wanna tell me im not listening?!?!? You wanna dump me on my head and criticise me for not paying attention to you!??! IVE GOT AN ENTIRE COMPANY SCREAMING AT ME THAT THEIR NEEDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT!!!! You were the only ****ing person that made that hell hole worth coming too!! But not now!!! Now I have to deal with the fact that the woman that claimed to love me. The woman that swore she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me, doesnt love me anymore. And why doesnt she love me?!?! How the **** am I supposed to know?!?!? She wouldnt even give me the respect of giving me a reason!!!!! I HAVE NO ****ING IDEA!!!! Maybe it was my attitude!! Maybe it was what I was going through at work. Maybe, your a cold hearted bitch that didnt deserve my attention in the first place. Maybe your just to ****ing selfish to deal with the fact that I have feelings too. I was forced into a position that required me to try and make everyone happy. **** that!!! In the end, nobody was happy. Work sucks. The woman who loved me, hates me. I hate me. Were all ****ing miserable. Thats what I get for trying. Thats what I get for trying to take care of everyones needs but my own. Yeah I was unhappy at work. Yeah I had an attitude. Because not one person, not even you ever stopped and told me, Thank you. Your doing a good job. We understand what you are going through. Your by yourself and have nobody to help you. I just got handed a **** Sandwich and was told to **** off. Well ya know what? **** you too.
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