sickkitty Posted August 17, 2006 Posted August 17, 2006 Hi guys, How u all doing? Im stuck at work bored as hell thats the worst time for me! Is any one feeling better than before or still Sh*tty? I get my crap days, yesterday was horrible but i got through it I watched a movie called "the broken hearts club" its very good, its about a group of gay friends trying to fing love. If u get a chance u guys should watch it ) Apart from that just wanting 2 c how every ones doing? Oh and me and my ex r meeting up on friday (call it closure) but he wants 2 go to the cinema???? im confused isnt that what couples do? What do u think this means..................anything or nothing? Amanda xx
Teacher's Pet Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 Right now, if my ex called me and asked me to a movie, I'd take her to see Snakes On A Plane, and then buy her a one-way ticket....anywhere..... .....preferably on a flight with a lot of snakes. Not really, it just felt good to say that. -tp
superconductor Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 I spent last evening watching The Ice Harvest, a movie with John Cusack and Billy-Bob Thornton. Loved it. Today *yawn* I'm just getting started, but looking forward to hanging out with my neice later tonight - it's her 10th birthday today - and the rest of her family.
Pink Amulet Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 I am doing an investigative piece on the mental health crisis here. So, today I interviewed a guy with manic depression, bi-polar, OCD, and schizophrenia. Compared to him- I am doing well.
leopardprint Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 It started off as a good day yesterday... The night before, I had a wonderful talk with the ex. He really helped me out and listened when I talked to him about a stressful issue I was having concerning my father. I felt like I was talking to my bestfriend again. I felt really good going to bed. Then the next morning (yesterday morning), I woke up feeling awesome. I got all dressed up because I was finally getting out of the house for the first time in 3 months! I was happy about the talk with him, but I was also happy that maybe I was finally moving on? Maybe I would meet some awesome people tonight - maybe I would finally make some friends in this new town! MAYBE I would flirt with someone new! I got dressed, did my hair, wore new jewlery; one of the first times I felt sexy and beautiful in a looooooong time. Then, this ended up happening. http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t96682/ I came home, and my ex never came on his instant messengers; which he always does and gives me a buzz and talks to me about our days. It's been the first time in a long time. I can only assume he's avoiding me for some reason because I know he was online (saw him browsing a forum he goes to alot, and saw he checked his email). I have a feeling he's growing more and more tired of my pathetic self (missing and loving him still). Ever since then, I've been on LS.org posting all night. It's 8:45am here, and I STILL haven't gotten to bed. I'm having my nervous chest pains again and I'm so scared I said or did something wrong. I'm missing him again. I'm wanting him back right now. I went from sorta good day, back to bad day. I hate these ups and downs.
KittenMoon Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 Well I woke up with a headache this morning and I have to do a six hr drive soon w/ my loud cat in the car. But the worst part is... NO LS FOR A FEW DAYS!!! NOOOOO!
Author sickkitty Posted August 18, 2006 Author Posted August 18, 2006 my ex and i were talking 2day over Email, i was just saying how life is crap (we r friends) and he Emailed me this................... Not 2 sure what 2 think? ne help on the last bit? "There's plenty for you to look forward to and its definatly not "****ty" as you put it! As soon as you move out, you'll meet new people and make new friends, you have just outgrown the ones you used to have babe, its there loss not yours ) We can talk about it later no worries, we always talk about anything and everything anyway! Im looking forward to tonight, it will be fun and probablyu messy also, but then its always been that way eh? Im off to get ready for my interview and trying to keep that smile going through clenched teeth! Keep your chin up honey, you have so much to look forward to in life, i'll explain to you later what and how i mean. But believe me you do! xxx " Im really confused, i dont no what he is going 2 say and im trying not 2 get false hopes????
Touche Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 Sounds like he's either going to ask you to move in with him or to marry him? Is that a possibilty?
basscatcher Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 Lets see. I feel about 90% better then I did a week ago. The dark cloud of depression has lifted. I went to Bingo last night at the VFW and won $49. I'm half way done through Variances this month at work and they aren't due till Monday so I'm really happy to have a good head start on them. AND BEST OF ALL------------- ITS FRIDAY....
a4a Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 I suck today...... I may eat chocolate cake for lunch though.
Pink Amulet Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 Don't do it!!!! It looks like you could lose a few
a4a Posted August 18, 2006 Posted August 18, 2006 Don't do it!!!! It looks like you could lose a few Yeah well you need to gnaw on a couple of donuts yourself - stick chick
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