why do I put myself through this?

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"I was doing surprisingly well after the talk with Sarah. I slept great, which is unusual for me after something like this. The next day I was still doing extremely well. I did have a few moments and broke down and sent a text to Justin, who was taking Alyssa to get surgery that day. I'm not sure what I was expecting, but it wasn't what I got. Justin was totally cool, he understood what I was thinking and feeling and was fine with everything. He let me know how Alyssa was doing throughout the day. I was very impressed with how cool Justin was being." - mysearchforlove.net