lolo7 Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 heres the thing...... I live with my friend's family and it so happens that her brother is my boyfriend. We live under the same roof. But recently his mom found out a few things that happend between us. (me and him) I moved out with the intention of having a better life away from my family problems, but now i just feel that i burdened myself with more problems than i need. so ok........ for starters I'm not even sure if this relationship has a purpose. Me and him have known each other for almost a year but we've been together together for almost 2 months. Before he always kept changing his mind about what he felt. ( and he was confused because he had this crush on this girl for such a long time and it turns out she never even liked him, but he never got over her) until now) What really pisses me off is that just after we slept together thats when he thought "ok wow we just had sex so i guess that means were OFFICIALLY a couple" wtf is that??? and even before when we still were ok and hadnt had sex yet, he was to scared or to much of a coward to tell his mom i was his "gf"!! Dude it's like what the **** is wrong with you??? O yea i can't forget to mention how hes such a "church guy" and tries to do the right thing all the time. Yea right!!!! ok........ so now the problem is this..............His mom wants a VIRGIN GIRL SENT FROM HEAVEN for her son!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know what to feel towards this but this is for sure all i know....i'm probably not the girl that his mom would want him to be with. And i know... "what the **** do i care about what his mom thinks?" But the thing is that if she doesnt like the fact that i couldnt be that virgin she wanted for her son for many reasons then im not gonna be happy and really hes not the type of guy that will stand up to his mother. It's been like 3 days that i had this conversation with her and he hasnt stood up for me. I mean am i being ridiculous?? Please someone tell me?? It's so weird. I moved in everything was fine and all of a sudden my really private life is being sucked out of me. I don't know if anyone has ever been asked this question by your bf's mom......... "are u still a virgin" ......LOL!!!!! and then u hesitate and u say yes because u dont want to embarrase your self. And if u are then.....Lucky for u!!!!.......LOL.....jk.... but yea thats what my boyfriends mom asked me..... and i said yes im still a virgin which wasnt the truth. I had a past relationship to which i had lost it too. But i didnt want to tell her that. ok so a few days went by and yea........everything was fine when....... i started feeling sick and i had to go to the doctor to get a check up "down there" LOL!!!!! so i went and yea....... everything was fine but when i got home his mom asked me what was wrong and i told her o its just this and that......LOL!!!!!! To make this long story short..........she found out i had a pap done and she wondered how in the world i could still be virgin and have this done....... so this time she asked her son (the bf) if we had sex or anything like that and he told her "yes mom we did" just like that. haahhhhhh wtf!!!!! and she got upset not mad but more dissapointed i would say. And then she started talking about GOD AND HOW we both did something wrong...!!!!! ok........im confused.....i swear i have no self esteem left what so ever!!!!!! His mom even told me....a girl who is not a virgin anymore is worth nothing........OK........i dont know about this but im not liking it LOL..... and i do feel like im worth it because really i haven't lost anything. Maybe i lost my mind for moving out of my crazy mom's house!!!!!!!!!!! im really confused?????? i dont know how much more im gonna take........i just wanna die.........LOL jk but really i dont think all of this is good for me.......Im so stupid
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