AtLongLast Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 Ok, this is a new user name and I felt the need to start fresh. Plus the old name and my situation could give me away to nosy people. My life is filled with them. Anyway, I was thinking the other day on the way home how much I love LS. Not only because it has a healing hand in my times of need, but moreso because of the people that are here. I have hope because of the people here. I have always been around people who couldn't understand pain, never had a heart broken, or if they had are the types to just let it go and move on. They have zero ability to empathize. I have a hard time with that. I have an real need for people with depth. I am not interested in knowing anymore people who think only of themselves and not of others. Who are friends with real dirt bags just because they are "FUN". Fun is relative and I don't think people who are heartless, shallow, judgemental, drunks or druggies are in the least bit fun. I suscribe to the notion that you are guilty by association, and although it isn't fair. It is true. I have been burned once, twice, many times because I have been lumped in with some of the people I have associated with in the past. I don't want to be known for the people I called friends. Now that I know them better, I know them to be sad excuses for people and I don't want to know them anymore. I love LS because people here have depth. They have feelings and emotions and even though sometimes we all make bad decisions in life, it doesn't have to define us. We can rise above the bull****. I have hope because so many people on here as just like me. I hope someday, I can meet real people like you in my walk of life. I am just so tired of not having quality friends who will stand by you when hurt. Friends who won't walk away at the first sight of trouble. That goes for romatic relationships too. Thanks LS. I feel like you are my real friends. Sight unseen.
bluechocolate Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 Now all I can think about is - who are you?? Doesn't matter really. Best of luck with your fresh start!
Author AtLongLast Posted August 14, 2006 Author Posted August 14, 2006 I'm nobody really. In LS world. I changed the name because people might read it and know it was me, AND because I am quite embarrassed about being bamboozled by a committment phobe who tore down all my defenses and made me feel special only to dump me in a flash and now say he never loved me. The *******.
Brittanyjean06 Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 aww I know what you meen when you said hanging out with just because they are " Fun ". I always looked as the fun people as being the pot heads the ones who " explorded life " are the cool ones, but honestly if you get to thinking its really not all that grand, So I try not to swing with the crowd just because it looks fun, chances are im way funner( I know its not a word ) haha I am too scared of someone finding my posts but in a way I don't care any more because the chances of that are slim and I am doing so much better that I could give a rats bottom of them finding my posts from the begining haha
SoCalCatman72 Posted August 14, 2006 Posted August 14, 2006 I have hope because of the people here. I have always been around people who couldn't understand pain, never had a heart broken, or if they had are the types to just let it go and move on. They have zero ability to empathize. I have a hard time with that. I have an real need for people with depth. ----- I love LS because people here have depth. They have feelings and emotions and even though sometimes we all make bad decisions in life, it doesn't have to define us. We can rise above the bull****. I have hope because so many people on here as just like me. I hope someday, I can meet real people like you in my walk of life. I am just so tired of not having quality friends who will stand by you when hurt. Friends who won't walk away at the first sight of trouble. That goes for romatic relationships too. Thanks LS. I feel like you are my real friends. Sight unseen. I agree so much, I came on here to ask advice about my situation and got so many kind and supportive responses that I am now hopelessly addicted. I think what makes everyone on here so special is that we are all hurting or have been hurting recently, or remember and empathize what its like to suffer from a broken heart, that is we are all human and not afraid to share it. I will say also that the mods do a great job keeping the trolls, rifraff and predators away from this site. I am too scared of someone finding my posts but in a way I don't care any more because the chances of that are slim and I am doing so much better that I could give a rats bottom of them finding my posts from the begining haha LOL, I know what you mean, when I was writing the thread about my roommate, I was scared to death that she, or someone she knows would find my posts, but now I realize that I'm the same person on here that I am in real life, and anyone who really knows me would know that.
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