AriaIncognito Posted August 8, 2006 Posted August 8, 2006 I suppose the time I can not tell you how many weeks it's been since the breakup (almost 7) or how many weeks it's been since we last talked (almost 5), will be the time i'm completely healed. Right now, I'm just frustrated with my feelings. Frustrated that I've not let go totally yet of hope. Frustrated that I want to contact him. Frustrated that I know if i do the afforementioned thing, it's considered a sign of weakness or could set me back. I look at dating sites every single day and so far, I am just not interested. I'm still in the stage where someone might seem ok on paper, but still doesn't seem like what I want. What I want, seems unattainable. I'm out "living" life, doing all the things I'm supposed to. I'm working out. I'm keeping busy. I'm not calling out of work, or even sitting here crying all the time. However, I still do cry at times, and I am frustrated with that too. You'd think after this long (considering the relationship was short) i'd be free of that, but sometimes I'll sit here and they'll just come for no apparent reason. I dont suppose I expect any answers to this thread as I'm not asking anything. I just needed to vent yet again, and keep myself from writing something I'll regret later. If he wants to talk to me, he knows how to find me. I just need to stop believing he has any want to even talk to me anyway. Just, frustrated. Jennifer
the_alchemyst Posted August 8, 2006 Posted August 8, 2006 When you feel this way, you might want to listen to the song "Let it Be" by The Beatles. I know I feel the same way you described an awful lot, although I must admit I do think I am coming along more slowly than you or than most, for that matter. But even so, when I feel sad and frustruated, I listen to that song. It makes me sadder, actually, but in a better and more resigned way. Either that or "Only" by NIN. Those bastards.
sickkitty Posted August 8, 2006 Posted August 8, 2006 its going to take time babe, its been 7 weeks for me also and i have just had a reality slap (my thread "i feel so stupid") now i no im never getting my ex back, i dont want he back now any way, and i want to move on, but its true what they say letting go and moving on are the hardest things 2 do when u still love some one ) Amanda xx
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