Dangerously Close Posted August 7, 2006 Posted August 7, 2006 is coming up. I know that what we are doing is always wrong, but I feel like it's especially wrong at this time. My MM finally found some time for us to have some real time together, next week. But I found out that their anniversary is the day before we are to spend time together. I've been wanting this time together for so long, but somehow knowing that the day before marks their 7th year of marriage....I don't know if I'll go through with it.
ThumbingMyWay Posted August 7, 2006 Posted August 7, 2006 is coming up. I know that what we are doing is always wrong, but I feel like it's especially wrong at this time. My MM finally found some time for us to have some real time together, next week. But I found out that their anniversary is the day before we are to spend time together. I've been wanting this time together for so long, but somehow knowing that the day before marks their 7th year of marriage....I don't know if I'll go through with it. well....if that aint the most accurate definition of the 7 year itch.... ok...kinda crass today....its Monday though.....so I have an excuse... just saddens me that you and other OW not only accept what they are....but then dont do anything about it.....WAKE UP girl and take control of your life....you deserve so much more than being some MM's cake....
Author Dangerously Close Posted August 31, 2006 Author Posted August 31, 2006 Well, I went through with it. We slept together for a total of 3 times in our "relationship". It was wonderful. I'm tingling just sitting here thinking about it. It was strange the day after their anniversary. Although I never said as much, I've put strong hints that it's over between us in emails we exchange. We don't openly talk about the A in email, and I've killed our main opportunity for alone time. He replied as if in full exceptance of this. I on the other hand couldn't take how final it seemed. I can't exactly describe how we communicate because the whole point is that if an outsider read the email that they wouldn't pick up anything, so it's quite possible that these messages are confused even by each other, but for some reason I think that we get each others meanings. I sent him another email that didn't reinstate the "relationship" but contained enough info for him to know that if he pushed I would cave. He bascially replied with some sexual innuendos. He drives me nuts. I haven't replied yet. I know I'm developing some pretty serious feelings for this man, but I've put some blockers up that will keep me from seeing him for at least 2 1/2 months. I know I won't stop emailing him though. And Thumbing...He is just as much my cake as I am his.
Marielle Posted September 1, 2006 Posted September 1, 2006 Dangerously Close "And Thumbing...He is just as much my cake as I am his" Hey I never thought it that way, I like that:bunny:
sylviaguardian Posted September 2, 2006 Posted September 2, 2006 is coming up. I know that what we are doing is always wrong, but I feel like it's especially wrong at this time. QUOTE] SHAME = comparing our conduct with a set of internalised rules of personal moral behaviour and realising that they are incompatible.
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