Author Mollyanna Posted August 10, 2006 Author Posted August 10, 2006 i'm sleeping in his clothes though. probably not the best way to get over him... Hey it's day 2 already. so far so good.
Author Mollyanna Posted August 11, 2006 Author Posted August 11, 2006 Day 3 is beginning... This is where I caved last time. Surely I can do better. Talked on the phone tonight to a guy I met on MySpace. We talked for over an hour and he was really nice but I found myself comparing him to D. Plus I hate this part, where you have to tell all these stories and present your personality and figure out if you like them and worry that they might not be interested in you. I want to skip all this part! I miss D. His best friend who I now hang out with, she invited me today to a Korn concert as part of some 2 day festival. She has 10 tickets. I am excited to go. We will be staying overnight in some hotel. We are the only girls. She has several guys to introduce me to. She is not inviting D even though he is her best friend, because she knows I need time away from him. I wonder what he will think about that. I almost wonder, since the concert isn't until end of Sept, if he will contact me before then, just to make amends so he can go too...
Ariadne Posted August 11, 2006 Posted August 11, 2006 Hey, So? Any news in that department? (I loved that picture of yours that you put in the avatar the other day btw, it was cute). Ariadne
Author Mollyanna Posted August 11, 2006 Author Posted August 11, 2006 thank you! I got nervous and decided I didn't want someone I know to stumble across me and my romantic fumblings. So I replaced it. Nothing new. I still haven't called him. I dreamed about him last night, so it is especially difficult today - plus with the weekend coming up... I just really miss him and wish there was something I could do to help him get over his fear of letting someone get close to him. Sometimes I feel guilty, like me leaving his life is exactly what he is worried about to begin with. I feel selfish. How are you doing?
Ariadne Posted August 11, 2006 Posted August 11, 2006 Hey, I got nervous and decided I didn't want someone I know to stumble across me and my romantic fumblings. That's cool, at least well all got to see what you looked like. I just really miss him and wish there was something I could do to help him get over his fear of letting someone get close to him. Yeah, that is the worst thing they can tell you, because they hold on to it tight and even if it's true or not they'll still stick to it. Do you know if the fwb girl is gone? Probably is by now. I'm doing nothing, I don't even like tv, so I'm hanging here in LS. Just waiting for the appt with the therapist to see if I can get a job or some. And yes, thinking about my love guy every second of the day while he is the happiest man alive with some other girl. Sucks. Hope you hear from him by the weekend, remember, three is a charm Ariadne __________________ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥
Author Mollyanna Posted August 11, 2006 Author Posted August 11, 2006 He won't always be so happy. If it makes you feel better, think that they will be miserable together. Good luck on the job thing. It will make you feel better to concentrate on something and a sense of accomplishment will improve your self-esteem. Once you realize what you are worth, you will know you were too good for him anyway. The FWB girl was only there that one night (left Monday morning). I know he won't call. He said he would call in a couple of weeks to see how I was doing, but I told him not to. I told him I would call when I was ready. Even though I am tempted every day, its not even close to the time yet. I can't be friends with him until I can get over obsessing about him so much.
Ariadne Posted August 11, 2006 Posted August 11, 2006 Hey Mollyanna, I know what you can do for excitement Show up at the X's wedding... That'd be some excitement for the whole year! Ariadne
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